Trarthas

Meaningful outing

2011-09-25T15:08:00.004+08:00

Just had a really meaningful outing with my ex upper study yesterday. When he was still around in camp, I kept wondering how it would have been like without him, how the office environment would change. Yet, now...2 months after he has departed from the office, the environment has changed in too many ways for me to count...but 1 thing is for sure, he had a really inexplicable role in the upkeep of (at least my) morale in the office to a normal level. I wonder if it really is 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' but till this date, I do feel the gap left by him when he ORDed...What is left, is a group of people who are forced together by fate and not by choice, resulting in a really convoluted and twisted environment that is really mentally unhealthy.

After the meaningful session, he made me appreciate (to some extent) that I am in SAF...and the tribulations that I go through currently is merely a trial and one of the many milestone in my life that I can still afford to slip up and fail...Much as it is unpleasant for me to undergo punishment in SAF and to burn my time that I can spend 'out of camp' it would really be something meaningful as this period of trial has and would really test me and prepare me for future tribulations...

Looking forward to ORD now has both a pleasant yet uncertainty to the feeling now..

IU & Yu Seung Ho - I Believe In Love MV

2011-09-25T11:17:00.000+08:00

Depressed

2011-09-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

My first time posting from camp...

Man, this is getting really depressing, not only is life in camp getting more down, I am somehow losing sight of any form of happiness anymore. Even though ORD these three letters are coming slowly but surely...but it sucks when people who seem to thrive in such a convoluted environment are putting me down...Even though he is not one to speak of unpopularity, but yet he is still ever as irritating as ever. pressures from different bosses are really still crushing and (almost succeeding)I'm barely coping with this onslaught of being squeezed from both angles.

There really is some form of delight to be had when one boss is not around, yet somehow I am not feeling so...I dread that this may have after effects that may be more persistent than I may like it to be...Going on facebook used to be at least an escape from this twisted and convoluted environment that I am forced to live in 5 days in a week. Truly this is unhealthy to my mental state. Depression seemed like an act not too long ago, however it has in recent times, start to, slowly but surely, becoming more a reality.

Coming out from my long weekend...

2011-04-24T10:05:00.002+08:00

My weekly post I suppose, or rather to keep my writing skills from degrading to that of a caveman standard...Anyway, the month is almost over...the pay of 440 is only down by arnd 50...2 more weeks to last...sigh...gotta get through the next week...saving more....dunno what I am suffering for anyway...Nights out...play DS...(pokemon black any1?) then at most eat dinner go back camp....my save $$ scheme for the next 2 weeks....mayb next next month promote get another 30 bucks...but not so soon la...

Went to marina bay today, saw really...singapore has such good scenic spots lol...didn't know that little corner of singapore...The view from marina barrage is just sad lol....but the view from the marina bay that raffles place mrt corner...is magnificent!! too bad i didnt take any pictures, kinda lost the habbit of taking pics when army kinda bans all kinds of camera-like things....(from handphones to anything that snaps a picture...) Well anyway...the coming week is gonna be short!!! 4 day week FTW muahahahaha.....yet another week gone liao....and 305 days to ORD!! wow...how sad is that...

Really after a long while

2011-04-17T16:05:00.003+08:00

Hey,

Though there really are like zero readers on my blog now...

Suddenly felt the urge,

now that I'm like a 1 year and 3 month soldier....(almost anyway) life in camp remains pretty shitty...workload is like an ever increasing size of sledgehammer to my mental health...as of late, I began to forget stuff on a pretty frequent basis, even really basic things. This is beginning to worry me, CK jokes aside, I hope this forgetfulness is one of the illnesses that just goes away when I ORD lol...

I recently saw this picture, caught my eye like instantly (not that I'm stalking her page or anything O_O)

Hahaha, but anyway, not that much of a mystery who my favourite in SNSD is now is it?

My new nintendo DS is kinda taking much of my attention recently, be it on ebay to get stuff for my DS or actually playing it AND talking about it as well as the fervent searching on the net for the ROMS that would make the DS a more worthwhile investment...now that I have ALREADY bought it...I kinda feel the PSP would have been a better investment...(now that 'grass on the other side is always greener' concept is really banging me in the head...) 1 year on and its ORD!!

just

ORD LORH

First in a long while

2010-12-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

Wow...to think that after such a long while of not blogging I would actually be happier off...but no..same old shit in the world happens...dad gets emo...life gets shit...whats worse was that he actually thought he knew better when he didn't...if there was a penny for every time he said something like its like the commonest of common sense...and he was wrong...i'll be a billionaire by now...well greatest shitty christmas ever...stayed at home to listen to his ranting...again...wtf man...old man needs some1 to put him in his place like very urgently...

army

2010-04-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

lol, its beeen 10 weeks into the army already...thats really really fast...yet when im in there...time slows to a crawl...omg...everyday...we wake up...wait for 5BX, then go for breakfast, then wait for first parade and wait for first activity...second activity...then lunch...then prays it rains...third activity...fourth activity....still praying it rains....then go for dinner and wait for last parade...hopefully no activities after RO....then go for admin time bathe etc and talk cock...lol...sleep rinse n repeat...lol...wow what a really fulfilling life man....

anyway...it doesnt help when certain platoon mates are like childish beyond comprehension. All they see in their whole purpose in bmt is to pick on the most trivial of things and blow them up beyond proportions by many many times...really a bummer to be around such ppl...dunno why but acjc seems to produce fucked up people or at least the fucked up people tend to go to my platoon...one guy that makes ridiculing everyone else a life time goal...another that makes it a point to fuck up some one else his life time achievement...man...what is with these people...

still in NS

2010-03-28T02:02:00.002+08:00

bah...back from camp again...blogging in the middle of the night just waiting for my wow to finish installing lol...anyway...training nowadays still very slack comparatively...just hate the bloody gym trainings...where i do like freaking 200-300 pushups per session lol...sbjl...had thigh pains these few days man...when climb staircase want die sia...then when doing squats all want die liao...ippt is soon....seriously hope i pass so i dun have to do RT lol...can stay at home slack n all...haha...gotta remain my weight or smth lol...or will have to go for RT next wk lol...then my weekend next wk gone liao lol...anywae nthn to do atm...tata~

A level results

2010-03-05T13:32:00.002+08:00

ahhaha...back from tekong...now on to A level... RESULTS!!! sighzz expected this day from many weeks ago liao...so by now i should have been better mentally prepared right?? no!! as usual...im a nervous wreck by now...sigh...last night had an epic nightmare...actually woke up with tears....that scary..sigh...omg...hope i get into the course i want....and ppl arnd me are like saying to pray for them and all..but im truly too scared for my own results to pray for any1 at the moment.,...and Im like WTH now...gonna die from heart attack before the day is over...and gonna spend the night again at camp...wa liu...sigh....at least i took a nice luxurious bath already...gonna see classmates soon...dunno how much some have changed...pppl say that jc peeps change drastically in appearance after the school term lol...lets put that to the test hehe..

Chinese New YEAR

2010-02-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

HARHARHAR GONG XI FA CAI!!

yea the chinese new year or at least the first 3 days are over!! I bet I have gained at least 2 kilos lol...all the weeks of gymming down the drain liaozzz...going into the third week of TAP..hehehe...I'm like trying hard to cut down on being so enthusiastic but when I see science piquing the interest of young minds...I just get carried away lol...it feels kinda nostalgic yet inspirational in some sort of way since it reminded me of my traumatic primary 5 experience lol...I look at all the scoldings that the laziest and least hardworking students get...and I start to remember that I, too, once got em...heh...so when the senior teacher that I'm attached to complains to me that those students just have a bad attitude to learning and all...and that bla bla bla..gotta change etc...I just grin and never say anything lol...coz I got em before lol...oh yeah...and since I started giving the young kids advanced sciencey stuff like photosynthesis and respiration or circulatory and nervous system etc...they have been really enthusiastic and swallowing every bit of info I've been giving them...actually making them interested in studying, I hope..truly...its quite difficult to refuse them when they request for more of this chapter..more of that chapter...I dunno whether I sound like some sort of pervo...but the kids are really a joy to teach....positive learning attitude plus good rapport with students...truly make it a joy...sigh...one month only...then going off to ' ' well....dun wanna say anything bad bout it...

CHinese new year...today went off to eat dinner at my dad's friend's place...a really good place for food truly...better than most restaurants actually...almost like a 10 star coffeeshop lol...seriously...it had the best sliced fish noodle...well..coming from the top chefs in singapore and abroad...which are all friends of my dad's friend...it wouldnt hurt to binge a little on such good food...truly..DA BEST!!! omg...too bad that there was so much extra and so much wastage...haha...i din even think about dieting while there coz the food was just too good....imagine that the seafood was still alive in the morning!! that fresh!! the salmon was half a metre long lol....and the peng cai had abalone imported from mexico (best in the world for abalone) wow...truly the food was undescribably THE BEST!!!!!! wish you were there...whoever you are :)

Mouse

2010-01-30T10:52:00.002+08:00

I've had it with my lousy mouse!!! went out with my friend yesterday to eat some wonton noodles at KOVAN, hahha, one of the best ever :) He ever ordered extra large portion on top of wonton and soup lol....after that, we went Sim lim square to look at stuff and I bought a RAZOR Salmosa Mouse!!! for a really good bargain!! (11 bucks off!!!) lol, now having NO troubles at all with my mouse. LOVELY hehehehhe.

Oh right, starting work next week as a TEAHER assistant.. lol...Its some Teaching attachment programme that is for ppl who mostly couldnt make it to the TIP hehe, even though they said diplomatically that we are the top 90 that made it out of the 500 who didnt make it into the TIP...sigh...whats worse was that I didnt even know that there was a TIP and applied straight for the TAP...lol...what a dumbass...I'm not even that good with kids and I dived headfirst into a Primary School teaching programme, hope I'll survive lol....Considering that it is a primary 5 class and that it is the second best class, hope they'll actually be more interested in learning coz I prob can TEACh teach but cannot control much...sigh...gotta really bring sweets hehe....hmm...considering that I applied to this school without comensuring with other TAP ppl, I think mayb its fortunate that coincidentally the person posted there also is a person from the same seminar room that I at least know the name lol...(dun really know much bout her...at all....)

Oh wells, regarding gaming wise, I reached 80 like a week ago and chionging heroics like crazy lol, prob only a really few people would know what I'm talking about hehheh...

New Years post

2010-01-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

Wooot....resolve to blog today has driven my hand to type this post after a very long hiatus lol...anyway...after a long long long period of going out with friends almost every day is truly fun but tiring lol...especially with the activities that we do lol....ice skating/bowling (every day...)/cycling and etc hiking??? haha...and lastly...today was the climax...the SINGAPORE FLYER!!! haha....it may be expensive...(super super...) but the people I go with make it worthwhile lol....something money can't buy...perhaps...happiness...will try to blog bout the conclusion of the 2009 year soon lol...coz...I'm now really dead beat...after a whole day out...hahaha...also lazy to upload photos to com atm coz need to install software...truly...tata~

Potluck

2009-12-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

oh man...the biggest headache is going for a potluck....got nothing to cook and therefore nothing to bring...worst of all...they say dun bring any junk food...now i'm out of ideas....wth..........x1000000

o m g....what is wrong with me lol...potluck is the bane of man lol....especially those who cant cook..

prom

2009-12-15T10:35:00.002+08:00

wootz

hahaha i know its a bit lag lol but yea gonna post on prom...

basically prom was a blast...table games were a little sad but overall the experience was alright...especially when you spend the last moments of being a tpjcian with the people whom you really treasure, hoping these friendships would span a lifetime...it is an indescribable mixed feeling of sadness yet feeling nervous about the road ahead of us...would it be wrought with hardship? bumpy with many obstructions and things pulling you back or it would it be smooth for each of us striving to achieve our hopes and aspirations. Many of us hope to live up to both the expectations of both ourselves as well as that of the people around us, unfortunately, more often than not, we often do not. This is a period filled with self doubt and (according to Ikhsan) CWing :) as we often would worry about the impending but inevitable results that are sure to come in 3 months time. We have often been led to believe that it is a time for self indulgence, especially with the life changing trial behind us, the A Levels are over. Yet, I for one, still feel pangs of guilt of whether I should have prepared more for the subjects which I have sorely neglected. Seeing the people around me worrying about the same things-the results, offers little comfort, after all at the end of the day, on the day of the release of results, no statistics or high chances of getting a distinction would be able to offer palliative relief for the deep rooted anxiety within us, as after all, what everyone would be concerned about would be their own results and no percentage or figure would be able to change that. That is the sad but true aspect of the A level results. More than once, we often dream of getting straight A's, yet not everyone can get it due to the bell curve or less often known as the 'gaussian distribution'...sighzzz gonna sell notes later...tata~

first weekend after A's

2009-12-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Went to the gym yesterday for the first time!!! in hougang summore...lol so far away....ran 2.4km n cycled bla bla dunno how far lol...on the whole...what i got was an aching body zapped of energy, after that i was orignially planned for going sim lim sq to get parts for com....but then, stupid standard chartered run must take place and block off so many roads....wa lao....since only free to go sim lim on sundays, i gotta rot another week before i get a com...omg...this is FUCKING KILLING ME!!! i hate this man...i seriously swear my dad is doing this on purpose out of his superbly unlimited cheapskateness....

sighz....what can i say.....'its gonna be another week period' ...whats worse is that even though i'm like doing stuff and all...this anxiety of getting a com even though he seems NOT AT ALL willing to get one...man...

anyways....for the first time, I went to Iluma at Bugis....the building was super big lol...the four

storey escalator was just breathtaking lol....when arrived at the top...the food there were all super ex lol...if anyone was hungry...it was probably not the best place to go lol....

anyway....the lan gaming centre at the top floor was just DA BOMB!! with a total of over 100 computers and the cutting edge technology...lol....its a wonder that it was not even close to fully packed...all we had was a few stragglers playing L4D2 and modern combat 2...some weird game which apparently had 'lanes' which were almost strikingly familiar to some other game that i know of lol...then later we played red alert 3 and got owned by the opposition in a war of attrition lol....we eventually got broke and they just thrashed us with a freaking legion of conscripts...wtf...probably never before seen lol...whats worse is that they keep sending bears and wolves in triplets, swimming over only to get owned by my fleet of a pathetic 2 cruisers....lol...muahahahaha....eventually we won the second game by 'powers' lol...nothing smells sweeter than a vacuum imploder together with a ' ' (whatever the jap superweapon was...) anyway we concluded the session with a half an hour dota session which was uber lame....i randomed necrolic and managed to own the AI....hahaha...super tyco tho....i practically noobed out at using necrolic....in the end we couldnt finish the game and had to leave halfway...

shopping for prom clothing can b more of a pain lol....never walked so much in my life for shopping lol...almost walked from 1 end of orchard to the other lol....legs felt like dying after shopping hahaha met cheng liang and anand there...and some other guy who recognized me but i din know his name lol...hmm...first shop i went there....was actually trying to cheat me lol...dressed me up in a whole suit which looked ridiculous and

NS

2009-12-03T14:41:00.002+08:00

ARGHH!!!! OH MAH GOODNESS!!! the letter has arrived...!!!! the long awaited yet long detested letter of enlistment....even as I was mugging for A's...its been a constant issue in my head lol...blehzz...25 Feb....hahahaha....what a wonderful day....i'm going krazy...

SmSes

2009-12-01T23:54:00.005+08:00

Truly...the most irritating thing on earth would be for people not to reply smses at all...especially with people whom you know to reply immediately to not reply an sms....thats infuriating....tried selling some notes recently...and wth....ppl dun even bother getting back to me...its fucking irritating....the least i should expect would be a 'no' or not interested or smth lol....silence is the worst coz u leave the person waiting for a reply only to never receive it....god damn all who do such things man....

Lastly....i really really really want a new com.....not only for playing WoW but for a LAGless comp...man...what would be highly appreciated when the comp is currently so laggy lol...horrible....blood boiling and extremely infuriating...can almost pop a blood vessel waiting for it to load windows...not to mention to play ANY game....sighzz......getting a acc soon for 100 bucks lol....wonder if its worth it....since im not really using the highest char there anyway and starting my own char...hahaha....

tata~

2012

2009-11-30T00:56:00.003+08:00

WOAH 2012 was a blast!!! haha seriously one of the best movies to date lol...from the superb graphics and the almost literally chair grabbing thrill of when the plane they were in not make it...lol...and the explosion of the yellowstone super volcano was just spectacular lol....cannot imagine the amount of money they spent on graphics lol...they had to render the entire of the whole of california breaking up and on top of that....arnold had a cameo in announcing some speech in the movie before he was killed in an earthquake lol....the ground literally came apart!! haha...techinically they din show arnold but with that unmistakable accent...who couldn't tell lol....

that concludes a year plus of studying in libraries and mugging my ass off....hahaha...

anyway...friend just sent me the answer to chem mcq...done by some teacher in rj....lol.....now i cant sleep coz i realised i lost a gazillion marks in the paper1 lol....omg...i pray it would be enough to get an A.....man....i was a nervous wreck in the paper itself man....stoned at the 4th qn and onwards...omg....i mean i cant believe i drew a single bond for NH=NH when they clearly showed a double bond....dammit....on top of that...forgot to add the first IE to make the total amount of energy to remove two electrons from Al and the transition metal...whats with that stupid trick man...now it all seems bloody easy but when it was back in the exam...i was freaking out lol....now i'm gonna get insomnia unless i get full marks for bio mcq or smth....omg omg omg omg...

Advert

2009-11-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

7 days before Last papers

2009-11-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

O M G...already it is 7 days before the last paper and I am feeling damn sian sian sian sian already...not allowed to play com so here I am ranting away....blehzz....tys...prelim papers....finished already...what more to do lol....create my own castles in the air and tear them down?? hahaha i'm that sian....omg...

anyway...going sitex tmr...hopefully my dad would accede to buying a com lol...coz the current com just sucks too much lol...can't even load some web pages without lagging lol...

A levels

2009-11-20T22:18:00.003+08:00

HAH THE ECONS PAPER IS OVERRRR FINALLY!!!! omg like at long last....but i wonder if i had done well at it....i tried my best, i have no regrets...(mayb a little..)

anyway...i found this pic of my dad a while back...back when his hair was not a sea of white lol...

Okzzzz haha that is weird...back in his glory days...anyway feeling rather lame these past few days from the studying marathon these past weeks...i'm getting really irritable with the insufficient amounts of studying yet here i am blogging yet again....

I can only imagine what 3rd December would yield....I imagine it to be something like the milo advertisement lol

Or mayb not...hahahaha...it is the end of senseless mugging... but it also heralds a new chapter of life...inclusive of NS and the uni (which i hope i at least get into...) sighzz.... hopefully i would at least get B's for my subjs....

spammers

2009-10-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

Seriously, the people or rather, person, who flames my blog is probably the lamest person on Earth...not to mention free-est person, probably gonna fail A levels or smth, oh well...such people...nthn much can be said about them...

anyway that aside...I hope that what i am doing for revision is enough...considering the great number of things i have yet to cover, its still highly volatile at the moment, my revision...anyway...hope no more lame losers are present...

21 FREAKING A'S!!

2009-10-27T00:46:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OM GOM OMG OMG

this guy is FREAKING KRAZY!!!! out of 23 A LEVEL GRADES he got

21 A's!!!

WTF

bleh

2009-10-27T00:23:00.003+08:00

nlb studying mate :)

the thousandth time i did a math qn...

mmm xiao long bao!!

Ipoh hor fan

OLD WIFE BISCUITTT!!!

mehz....today was quite emo....mugged and chionged bio all the way...until i realised I got a freaking headache after that...and to make it worse..i did a math paper after that...with quite a number which i think i know how to do and due to lack of an answer key, I don't know whether I'm correct or not...sigh...was quite delierious after the papers until I felt like collapsing there and then..

oh yea and i read my fill of celestial zone X ehhehe....even with a blistering headache that felt more like a tumour than anything else...(need some telomerase inhibitor...) blehz...dunno where to study tmr...mayb somewhere nearer? since i dun wanna repeat today's painstaking journey with a throbbing headache....and!!! LASTLY!!!

JJ LIN'S SECOND ALBUM: SECOND HEAVEN ROXXXXXX!!!!

omg its like this best album of all....even though the rest are nice and all but his second album just owns...can't believe i haven't got it until recently....

if there is only 1 to choose from....I'll take Jiang Nan....hahahaha..woootz

words

2009-10-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

ahhh....just finished the stupid vj bio paper 3 09...either it was freaking hard or i was freaking tired...considering is slept twice during the paper already....god knows why my printer didn't print the essay qn tho...its a sign that i dun need to do it? =) anyway...thank goodness the last day of school before A levels is TRULY here!!! haha...can either concentrate on my studies finally...or bomb from getting too distracted at home... lol....pulchritudinous isn't it?...haha...a word i learnt from jonk...bit hard to use in GP though...ehehe...sure can score in language if can manage to use more of such cheemness =P

getting back some gp mock paper tmr....hmmm...TJ i think?? gonna do like sheet for it...considering i slept like twice while doing it and my AQ was like crap coz i blanked out towards the end.....

sighzz...

Assiduity, dedication and zeal are my words for the next 2 weeks!! :)

lame

2009-10-18T09:49:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I wonder why I even bother to engage in this childish banter with this possum of self declared champions of an 'infallible' dignitary. Sure enough that I made unpleasant remarks, but it was in my blog and according to her, 'who the hell reads my blog anyway'? So what in the world do they have fear in the first place? Seriously...This childish dispute has gone on long enough that it is garnering unwanted attention to my blog that I would not have got if it had not been blown out of proportion...thank goodness school has ended...

Me

2009-10-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

Seriously, whats with idiots trying to find loopholes in my arguments...obviously they have an inferiority complex and they believe that picking holes in my words to be delightful and satiating. It is saddening once again that people would actually wnat to do so, cause sympathizers to that idiotic cuase are really really...well sympathetic...

ok trying to end off on a positive note, live in tpjc has been normal, good and bad...most of the good times were in band....studying in nlb and all...after all...who would wanna remember the unhappy stuff...SL project was alrite...with some people slacking in one corner and dampening the whole mood altogether didn't help...and I really cannot help but thank the better half of my class, for being there, for being classmates and for being friends. (except for a few who believe they represent the majority) and anyhow...the graduation day concert was a blast!! first time i saw ms young dance tho....which she is really good!! anyway the highlight of the concert must really go to my chem teacher!! he is still by far the best comedian in tpjc!! lol...altho the atap chi song at the end was a little nonsense...anyway the whole part of his segement was really full of really good jokes and all...

then after that we watched surrogates!!! for the first time...on the last day of school, the guys went out for a movie...haha..it was really rushed and all witht he movie starting just 2 minutes after we bought the tickets...but it was symbolic...memorable and enjoyable?? tho the movie was only ok ok...coz i dun think we were really in a mood what with the big A's ahead of us..

celebrated dad's birthday at this restaurant at katong with shanghainese food...woot was reallly nice!!!

and lastly...i think destaporn is outright weird with the logic she tried to find loopholes with my blog's statements...at least jozette was logical in her degradation...hers was just wth...i cannot even begin to find the words to describe the weirdness she draws from, which can only be an innate nature of hers to say so...

hmm

2009-10-15T15:45:00.002+08:00

Sigh...its saddening what people would do to clamour for attention. In a desperate bid to 'win the upper ground' people would strike first and send it to everyone in the class. Just so that she would appear to be the 'above dog'? Well, bad news, she ain't that popular and she probably hung around the people who thought similarly of me so it seems as though 'the whole world' is in agreement with her. Well, bad news, the universe which she lives in is apparently the size of a well and fails to comprehend just how much the world doesn't agree with her. Saddening...the state of affairs she is in...apparently, if the whole world said what they thought, there would be no peace in the world. So, rambling in my private blog about her is just..well..my private stuff. If she wants to read it, its her business. After all, it is the character of uncouth people to confront people with every accusation, where would peace be then? In her case, probably never...

Bert Appermont

2009-10-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

Wootz....been listening to Bert appermont recently....woah man he's like a musical genius lol....especially his first song 'the awakening' to 'colours for trombone' at the ending it was just spectacular!!! he ranks top in my list currently :) tata back to mugging...

continuation of gorgy porgy...

2009-09-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

ok hmm...my last post was really half way coz dad came back halfway and gotta leave immediately lol...anyway...about the 12 rats...all of them were kept in isolation for 3 weeks according to the author, it was equivalent to a human being in isolation for 1 year or so.. lol...anyway...after the 3 weeks...he placed 6 males in one side of a box and 6 females at the other side with a electrical fence in the middle running 1000 volts of electricity...to test which was the more horny gender...eventually...all the females died...lol...hahahaha...that was an ingenious experiment...this vindicates men as the more horny gender...ehhee... :)

that aside...really sad...that 'best friend' has lost its meaning...this is what happens when we go to different schools...its like there's not really a topic for conversation anymore...other than results...band stuff...n sec sch stuff...so...yea...really sad but true fact that absence really makes a pertinent distance between good friends...anyway...

past two years...jc life...enjoyable or not...is coming to an end in 16 days...only to begin the last sprint to the A levels...i believe that this should be my last post for a long time to come but sigh...when i come back...would it be with a heavy leaden heart or with a feeling of accomplishment would be a signal of what the quality AND quantity of my preparation is...hopefully my eliminating any belligerence in my attitude of studying, i am able to persevere and finally redeem my place in NUS...

that aside...another ramble...got a classmate...starting with J....is the most ****ing irritating person i've ever seen...i've never seen someone with such an ugly character in my entire life...its not really a wonder why the mother which she claims is a 'bitch' doesn't like her so...i'm normally inclined to try to see the good in someone, but much as i have tried...there is really no good quality...or a single shred of positive quality in this person...lol...anyway...i wouldn't really bother even if she read this...coz i'm not really bothered about my image in the mind in the deep recesses of her pathetic existence...bleh..tata~

georgy porgy

2009-09-25T20:40:00.001+08:00

hmm i just recently read this small story...georgy porgy...by roald dahl...
its about a guy who was raised without the love of a mother and then eventually growing up to be afraid of a woman's touch....almost reeling away from one like getting bitten by a cobra...lol..
then what was really intriguing about the story was this little experiment he did which involved 6 male and 6 female ratss..
to b continued...

results

2009-09-23T18:00:00.003+08:00

om freaking hell....just got back most of results like some lump sum of a debt which the teachers owe us....lol...and...the agony....omg....i got freaking B for bio AGAIN...and C for chem AGAIN...my bro going to say then G for GP ah...lol...yea but anyway...at least math improved a lil only to be pulled all the way down to B by my paper 1.....OMG!!! from A to low B!......................................omg omg omg omg omg omg.....and bio has something like an invisible glass ceiling which prevents me from jumping grade AT ALL...promo B...SA1 B...SA2 B...PRELIM----B..................................what the helll....each time increase by 1.5%....lol....nora keep asking me to aim for higher....i am but i just can't get the bloody A....its like the most elusive thing in the world to me....'A for bio'...lol.... ARGH!!! want to die liao....

taiwan super idol

2009-09-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

OMG seriously...the laughter of the host in the super idol of taiwan....is SCAAAAARY...omg there are 1000000 other better hosts than her in the world...i wonder why they chose her...her male laughter is just OMFG scary....lol

really late

2009-09-21T05:44:00.002+08:00

ok this is me posting at like 5.44 am tho i should b sleeping now....but with my bro in the house....this is practically the ONLY time that i can use the comp before the results come back and DOOMSDAY!! (all hell breaks loose in the house...)

just wanna say that I went to the Games convention already...lol...wasn't as great as the first one i went 2 years ago...(at least 2 years ago it was worth sacrificing my time for...) this year....the bloody highlight of the event was this cheeena game which people were signing up for NOT for the game itself but rather for that super act cute balloon.... (even tho i queued up for it too....) lol in the end i had to deflate it beefore i went into the foood fair...cause i was like hitting and blocking everyone around me with it....(its supeeeeer BIIIIG!!) ahaha umm modify this post next time with pics....*too dark now....scared drop camera....*

I really wonder how i did for econs....studied the MOST i EVER did for econs...(which wasn't much really considering it was all last minute anyway...) hopefully i can PASS at least...its saddening if i get a U again...it would really dash my hopes completely....and to think of it...i sacrificed time which could be better spent on my H2 subjects....which in retrospect...could've been better done....if i had prepared more...I counted at least 10-20 marks in chem which i didn't know due to lack of practice....which is what the ****!!! and finally...one parting emo statement...:I hate people who only talk to you when they need you...like you're some tool of them...and on top of that...asking only the best person they know at the subject at the behest of the person sitting near them...seriously...getting really irritated with this person....

BACK IN BUSINESS!!

2009-09-17T17:59:00.005+08:00

PANORAAAMAAAA

AMAAAZING CHIICKEN at BISHAN NLB!!

managed to catch my dog in a smiling pose :)

BRANDS POWERRR

ehhehehe woootz now mozilla's back in business!! hahaha lol...they take turns to malfunction...

PRELIMS R OVERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's my breakdown:
GP: quite ok ok la (honestly dunno how i did coz it was almost 3 wks ago...)
Bio: Completely utterly absolutely SCREWED!!!
Chem: paper 2 n 3 were so bad that i can go jump down ald...if A lvl was this hard...I can go start applying SIM already...
Math: Hard but still doable (expecting around D-C) yet again??
ECONS: ehehehehhee not U or S happy liao :) hopefully can pass....studied the hardest for this...

THATS it...

not to mention my first ever attempt at drumming...hehe not veri nice but still...

I can't imagine what it would be like from now onwards....life...mugging...sleep...eat...shit...mugging-repeat x10000 times...thats my life from now on till A levels....can't believe that anyone would subject himself to such unbelievable amounts of strees just in the prospoect of delayed enjoyment....in the anticipation that life would be better after studying so hard....but...people still do....and most people do in fact...sad life in singapore....

then i read my cousin's fb post the other day....
"

'Cousin name insert' : saw a girl studying chemistry in the train on the way to school this morning. What a pitiful scene. LASALLE rawks.

"

ok....now that is really weird coz she kinda didn't complete her Overseas Uni course even though her dad paid almost a million to let her study there....talk about a lost cause...and she calls the people in singapore who actually have a will to improve their lives 'pitiful', I wonder who's the pitiful one....

Oh yea...saw this on stomp the other day...

not that I'm an avid reader of Stomp or anything but this caught my attention while wild browsing.....ok like seriously.....like there's a dilemma or anything....tpjc may be kinda bad academically....but isn't srjc like worse...its like jumping from the frying pan into the fire....there's no logical explanation to wanting to appeal to srjc based on location...just cause he lived in hougang....my friend lives in hougang and scores tops in my class...so there's no question about the validity of that statement lol...wonder if he IS in tpjc currently...

tata~

blogger screwed up again..

2009-09-11T19:24:00.000+08:00

omg....blogger screwed up AGAIN!! what the hell is wrong with them???from one time to another...the html simply doesn't work....the evils of being under google....is that they r not bothered about quality....just expanding that empire....X inefficiency man...lol...anyway i just played my first ever drum solo...hehehe...doesn't sound like much but its my first!! and it sucks...anyway....bio today was better than expected...(kinda becoz i expected it to be of same difficulty as the paper 2 lol...)

anyway hey cheris :)

irritating bugger

2009-09-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

Seriously...what's with people who love flaming blogs...its like they get high doing it...man...no one's gonna bother about that pathetic plea for attention...like seriously...i hope it isn't the same childish individual...

That aside...bio AND chem was a bloody killa...hmmm....although i originally wasn't gonna blog about this but when i got steamed up at some loser flaming my cbox....I was like...ah wth...

hope to do better at math and econs.. or i'm freaking gonna get killed...

Booring

2009-08-23T22:01:00.003+08:00

lol my dad's last scolding was just laaaame....seriously...he freaking scolded me for interupting the tv show with some words...and he wondered why i gave him the 'whatever you say boss' look at him...lol...sigh...i just realised that i had only a week and a half to prelims...pretty short!!! omg now i'm panicking my ass off...

oh yea while on the bus yesterday...i saw this couple like making out at the back of the bus...hahaa...not a stomper so i'm not gonna go 'click' and YOUR ON STOMP muahaha lol...ok i mean like they were really gross...for the entirety of the journey(40 minutes!!)...they were doing it like i wasn't there at all...(i was like next to them)....ok times are getting weird....

ok getting really lazy to take pictures nowadays so my posts are more ranting than anything else...better than a dead blog anyhow :) tata~

-The Failed Mugger..

chem test

2009-08-21T00:15:00.002+08:00

hmmm...i know there's really nthn much to blog about nowadays coz threre's really nthn much going on in my life lol...other than the occasional watching of movies...watching my weekly bleach...lol...todays chem test was utterly screwed....omg upon 80 i dun expect anything more than 50...lol...i din even study for this test....and considering how i did for math when i din study for it...yep....badly....sigh......

oh yea anyway....should see youtube's 'tortoise makes an orgasm face'

seriously one of the funniest video ever!!

andd not to mention the drumlets at the cafe galileo at bishan library!!omg omg omg damn damn damn damn damn nice!!!!! it immediately made my top ten list when i had first bite hehe...even the kfc drumlets i had later couldn't compare...sure enough its nice-the kfc ones...but its like ant vs goliath....completely no fight man....hehehe....hope to change the earplugs tmr!!

Lame

2009-08-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

ARGH...STUDYING has caused permanent brain damage to me liao....i'm kinda burnt out from this chionging...never studied so hard in my life lol...even for O levels...I kinda slacked completely lol...now...omg...omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg....sigh..

I wish that I would get some sort of reprieve soon from this nightmare of studying...

and SIGH SIGH SIGH for the new band exco...with bloody dumb new policy...stocktaking immediately AFTER they take over?!?!? WTF...then they force me to return the flute which I borrowed...I was actually getting better at it lorh....I can produce a solid tone le lorh....anyway...my piano is collecting dust....along with my drum set...sigh............

and anyway....some ppl in my class are getting inexorably irritating to tolerate...Freaking irritating sia...the way she bitches about people...and they way she is so much worse than the people she bitches about...sigh...making it really much of an irony...

anyway....NS may or may not be after prom and i'm only praying that its after DEC 8th...so i could at least go to my prom....actually kinda glad that the girls in my class aren't going prom...some of them anyway...tata~

Studies

2009-08-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with me man...my studies for bio have gone stagnant....pretty much standstill...i'm sooo gonna screw up tomorrow's bio test....and math test...

sigh...sad as i am...to have someone take the next bus just cause i was on it...like whatever!! seriously...to go to such lengths to avoid me is kinda pushing it...oh well...anyway

this morning was really really sleepy...almost slept past my stop...lol...

anyway...feeling of the day, ''i hate people who secretly read the blog and then not say anything...and as well as to REMEMBER what was on my post for months to come...THAT is CREEEEPY...omg...'' well whoever I am referring to would know :)

gonna watch harry potter!! tata~

pictures

2009-08-04T23:51:00.004+08:00

wooooot Finally found a way to post with pictures so this shall be a really 'picture'y post!! hahaha

lots lots has happened since i last posted and i really can't rmb so lol...just had prayer group dinner on saturday cafe bar...not as outstanding as what jon says...lol as usual...the way he described the pasta in mushroom sauce was like getting high on drugs ...lol...and obviously it wasn't that good lol...once again, as usual...anyway at the dinner...jon wanted to use my camera to take some pictures...and then this girl was like blocking her face and all...and then he ask why and she said: coz its your camera...lol....seriously...that statement made me rethink my impression of her lol...seriously...as if I would covet secret images of her....wth...

anyway...to sum it allll up...I am REALLY GLAD to be able to post pictures again!! tata~

2009-07-29T01:19:00.000+08:00

and omg omg omg omg blogger is still screwed up...might consider changing blog soon if it doesn't fix by itself soon....

Long Hiatus

2009-07-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

Og omg omg I wanna post but the stupid system is screwed up dunno how....bloody system...It's not allowing my to past any picture at all or add any html stuff....wtfffff.......damnnnn........can't wait for this problem to blow over or smth....sian..dun want this blog to die yet lol...

Results

2009-07-10T20:01:00.002+08:00

Ohaiyo!! Mina!!

lol....some random jap words hehe...anyway...just got back SOME results which both were kinda unexpected....math: i got a D when i expected something around 'B-C'ish.....and bio i got a B when i expected something 'U'ish...lol....what a great way to turn things around lol hahahaha...hmm this is a week after i decided to end something...though I haven't exactly felt much regret so far...it may be the final resolution to practically a year of guessing...not exactly the best state of mind to be in....anyway....just got news that my GP essay was 'meeediocre'... oh well....

Recently, I dug up my box of precious stuff and reminiscinced about the PAE times...the various relics from my orientation from sajc...to think i still keep my ribbon from orientation night lol....IRROQUE!!!wooooooooot hahaha....still remembering the 'T for Tiano!!! T-T for Tiano' cheer ... and to think that a cheer from then is actually applicable for my chem lol...here goes:
Sine Sine Cosine pi, 3.14159,
Avogadro, LCP, 6.02 ten 2 3....
science fac science fac kick yo ***
:)

Memories....
Sigh it is the belief in the existence of actually been in a class which was so bonded that keeps me still steadfast in the mantra: Once a Saint, Always a Saint

looking forward to lanning session with chen!! =)

after exam

2009-07-01T20:40:00.002+08:00

This is DA post!! woot!!
first of july...celebrating youth day!!
first of july...celebrating END OF EXAMS!!!
first of july...celebrating peace at home!!!
first of july...celebrating me eating ngoh hiang after a super long long long long hiatus

haha...thats a long list...now on to exams...
GP-compo dead, compre dead...AQ hopefully can do well :)
Econs-better than I expected though I still didn't complete hehe
Maths-freaking hell die liao...
BIOlogy-if I don't get a S or U I'm freaking lucky....
Chemistry-quite okay...the only okay paper lol

hahaha and Eugin...I'm not bluffing horh...

can't wait to go tot the games convention this saturday :)Econs class will just have to give hehe..its once a year!! :)

tata~

studying

2009-06-23T23:21:00.004+08:00

The secret harp player in me lol

mmm

mmmm

the great custard that jon had lol

AHHH these past few days are really killing me...the rush to actually complete the syllabus is just overwhelming...with each passing exam, a wonton load of new chapters get put into the fray and for us to ingest and regurgitate in the exams yet again...only that...this is it...practically almost the entire syllabus is being tested this time and there's no escaping that reality...hopefully I would be able to survive this onslaught without failing anything...still haven't started on econs yet *crosses fingers...* oh yea studying at the library has been some sort of socialising activity lol...got to know a few more ppl heh....through Xiao Wei..Carina n Zoey ...and also met this guy..Jun Liang who is quite interesting lol...haha hopefully he manages to do well for his impending 'o' Levels...

2009-06-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

great song!!

Mad World (HQ Studio Version) - Adam Lambert

lots of stuff

2009-06-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

Woot!!! haha this week has been long but eventful...first of all...I would like to say:

Happy Birthday YT!!!!

Monday!! went to nlb to study...sadded...quite an unproductive session....slept like 3/4 the time...lol what's new...Went home and watched Elektra...hehehzz lol pretty lame show...

Wednesday...went to Sakuraya with Jon.....ate the delicously scrumptious delectable SALMON BELLY!!! Even though its raw and all....seriously...it just owned all other sashimi I've ever had in my LIFE!! lol heheh...then bff called and went to his house to catch up wootz...say wan study study then ended up playing Red Alert 3 (which was quite disappointing...) and Left for Dead which was really hair raising!! lol...then we tried studying for the next two hours...lol....oh yea then AFTER the two hours...I tried out the alto sax in his house...I think I made the loudest squeak in history lol...my friend's ear was ringing for quite a while lol....then when I finally produced 'sounds other than squeaking' on the saxophone...I sounded like a barnhouse with braying and all lol...hehehe ;)

heee thats ittt!! upload photos next time ba :)

PANORAMA

2009-06-04T20:18:00.012+08:00

Gary giving one of his faces lol..

choir session of machu picchu hehe

jek ann tuning his singing..

the best instrument!!

prepping for the first run through...

lol..

aaron and siti

Karen and half of the face of my SL hehehe :)

2nd run though

our lunch...

Fa'IQ!!!!

WOOO

The REAL euphonium section ehhe

the neverending waiting time...

photo frenzy!!

priceless moment

hehehe me carring a tuba.....

me jm n judy

scandalous couple!!

T-bone section gambling den..

the 'Green' Room lol

the choir in the backdrop

gathering around after 2nd run through

Iffah never looked so serious in her life lolz

dinner...

and the first place goes to

eupho section!!

hehe

08S02!!!!

me n jolene

daryl n me!!

GWH n me!!

the boss n me :)

the boss jm n me :)

1/2 and hour before concert!!

lol

HENCE, the last of my band days are over..with a blast!! PANORAMA 2009 @ the Esplanade!!!!! wooooooooooot !!!! probably first and last time I am performing in the esplanade ever lol....band life ended on some note as well...kinda finalized something private haha...anyway...to sum up the whole 2 days @ the esplanade...
Tuesday
went to school at 10 lol...went to T mart to get the tools to spend the day haha-poker cards...then we played dai dee until karen got like 15 losses lol...hahaha damn funny....then we went esplanade concert hall for practice...a while only la...arrange here arrange there and then presto lol....the euphonium part was super ez lol...i could even side read the score and play lolers...my favourite part of the piece was at A though..with the choir and piano playing..it was magical!! lol!!
Wednesday
woke up at 5.50....lol...those words explained everything...sooo early...just to meet section for breakfast at T mart...we went to the food court there to eat lolzzz....then reported for band at 8 am...went to esplanade had 2 freaking long runthoughs of the entire concert which is 2.5 hours long haha...then later during the break...i had joel do a facebook quiz...and he got like 7%!!! lollll....he was giving the OMG face haha...priceless lol....

anyway today went for makeup econs haha...all the way at clementi....damn far sia...i knew practically no 1 in the class at all...lolz....Oh ya and...I saw my first crush hahaha :) primary school...lol sighzz...tata~

Birthday

2009-05-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

Much as I would be celebrating in jubilation and such, I feel this leaden dread upon my shoulders, being 18:
1) now I'm liable for any crimes..
2)I'm going for NS at the end of the year
3)its the last time that I'm studying in a centralised institute
4)It marks the first of my journey in life
5) I get to see who my true friends are

Sad as I am to see the true colours of some of my classmates, I can at least be assured of who my true friends are, hoping these bonds would indeed last through JC and would be able to withstand the tests of time. Life hasn't exactly been peachy at home, treading very thinly on ice and actually considering my diplomatic actions...kinda like risk..only REAL...sighx..kinda sad that my bf actually forgot completely...makes me wonder..

~momentos of a disenfrenchised soul..~

Birthday post

2009-05-25T00:23:00.003+08:00

Eugin's hairdo woootz..

hehehe

mugging for chem spa (MY LAST EVARRR)

guess who this is??

some random moth I took

YOOO me first PoSt as an 18 YEAR OLD!!! I'M LEGAL!! lol that sounds so wrong...anyway...whats new in the world today...? nthn much...oh wellss...got a new favourite singer...TAYLOR SWIFT!!! altho me a bit slow lol hahahaha...hoping this year would bring new changes and new beginnings!!

2009-05-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

Presentation night bands are now out!! SAJ, AJ, Xinmin, Tkgs n acsi..lol...haha...tbh this year's judges were totally screwed up...oh well whatever...and from one post in band fusion, it IS more than just a medal..it IS a commendation of effort and when someone who got lower than they deserve, lots of outcrys, but when they get higher than they deserve, they are patting themselves on their back and congratulating each other...especially a school which exclusively cheats to attain awards, all ways and means available even to unscrupulous measures...ahh wth...

feeling really 'in-between' nowadays, really dunno whether to feel good or not...getting a U for my tests certainly ain't smth to celebrate about...if I took my SA2's now, my grades'll probably be like this: ESUUUU...

assuming I won't fail GP of course...

sigh ....watched 7 pounds yesterday...wasn't the best show throughout but it got better...only at the last part...really...i literally slept...aiming to watch slumdog soon :P haha...

Oh yea last but not least..I brought my instru home haha....been practising a little :) at last can practise what I like :P tata~

sighz

2009-05-22T00:02:00.001+08:00

SIGH!!! finally...its over..

song

2009-05-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

All I Want For Christmas Is You - Olivia Olson

Lame

2009-05-15T18:04:00.002+08:00

argh....the bum of it all...really getting weary from life the chase, the hunger, the strive...just for some certificate at the end of the year, but will it be worth it in the end? I think it will..thats probably the only reason that drives my study-weary brain forward...the competition..the dreadful individuals..the haters..seriously...when will people all reach an enlightenment that all these hate and distaste would all be for naught? argh...

just had my handphone back after like 1 and a half weeks at the shop...which they basically restarted my phone's software the first time round...and only when the phone conked the second time round IN THE SHOP did they replace some parts...like my well used baby-the camera hehe :P the whole phone's threatening to fall apart anytime soon though..plan is expired..loooking for a goood deal to get a new phone...hehe i hope :) SO....on the off hand...thank god for the respite from some particular flamer which I know who it is now :P (watch out!!) and hmmmm hope to get my mugger spirit back...
Signing off..the failed mugger..=(

AFTER SYF

2009-05-06T23:43:00.003+08:00

NERVES before SYF!!!

'Eupho' Section!!

the *****ing band on stage...

EUPHO SECTION!!

damn...the other school which played the same song as us played it like stone without emotions sia...wth...never seen such a stone redition before....and they got gold...dotz...oh well at least I feel glad that syf is over...finally I can concentrate on other stuff...I've been feeling so deadened these past few weeks...intellectually and socially...sighzz....and to be provoked by a loser on top of that...sighzzz....finally ITS OVER...now I can really start to enjoy Euphonium on my own pace, I'm gonna like bring it home and play it in my free time finally of my own free will!!! lol...dunno why but in the last few practices before syf I keep feeling damn sleepy...and the best thing is...I really SLEPT!! and I played everything almost perfectly....lol....the overture no 2 is so ingrained into my brain that I could actually play the song without being awake lol....imba-ness...lolerz...my section mates will attest to that lol...hahaz...the sleeping espeically haha...sighz..

tmr got chem test
friday got bio SPA
next thursday got GP AQ times assignment..

not to mention the econs test tmr as well...
sighzzzz sadded...tata~

few days before syf

2009-05-03T01:14:00.004+08:00

So True

AHH omg SYF THIS COMING WEDNESDAY...getting jitters and all...these few day have been revolving around the same few things...band...*attempting to do some homework*...and keeping sane...BIO SPA...BAND BAND BAND BAND!!! omg....getting many new parts recently...lol...sighzzz...and to all of you MJ band members reading my blog.... ~~|~~ lolz....seriously...apparently i've heard MJ didn't invite my sch band for fear of being outshone lol...instead inviting tons of the other school's which do not play machu picchu...Oh wells....its a song to smoke adjudicators....and they certainly smoked the audience....(by not having a competitor...) oh wells...in time we'll all know won't we whose the better band....I really hope it doesn't have to be that way but a competition brings out the worst in people...really...sadly, but true...hmm...recently chen asked me to join come community band...wonder if I should?? wonder if they would even take in noobs like me lolzz..whats the first thing i'm gonna get with army pay?? i wonder...should it be a euphonium??? now that I am starting to like it...Oh wells tata~~

sound check

2009-04-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

RP theatre

View of RP!!

BACKSTAGE OF SYF THEATRE!!

lolz what we do during sectionals hahahaz

eupho sectionzzz!!

hah lolz...went for my sound check on friday at Republic poly concert hall...the sound was damn boomy lah...after i blast one note, can hear the note come back wan...lolz...but other than that...at least wasn't as bad as mr chiang said when he said u cannot hear the ppl around you....at least can hear sia...went for band today and got given a whole load of new parts lol...haha at least makes the ending of macchu pichu not so boring like B flat all the way lolz...confident that we can get a gold woootz!!! I can now play machu picchu without looking at the score lolz...and sighz...chiang cut so many of my part in overture 2 coz he afraid i won't be in timing lol...sighz...mayb i was late by 0.01s??? lol or early for that matter...at least now I'm glad that I can double tongue the part just before E in overture no 2...lol...

no more losers

2009-04-23T00:15:00.004+08:00

No more talk of losers...

Turning off the lights...

Model of opening MArina Barrage

Marina Barrage building...

Anyway last saturday went to Hwa Chong for a band exchange...played our set piece

and choice piece...

ahha...although we thought it was too soft...luckily it turned out all right for our audience. Been so busy with band recently argh...Monday end at 8...Tuesday end at 9...Wed end at 7 and Thurs end at 8pm and on friday its soundcheck!! going to sch with empty bag and with nothing...!!! lol just four hours of playing and nothing else....!!! lol...anyway today had my bio spa trial skill A...lols...if i go exam liddat sure die lol....managed to finish almost everything but got a lot of 'holes' lol...sigh....this is what happened when I finished band at 9 pm the day before to go home to study....anyway...my GP teacher wanted us to sign up for some essay writing competition with the title 'Shaping the post-crisis world: My Wish List of the United Nations.' LOL ok...quite chim...hopefully can take part and win something haha....OH yea and I really can't believe that I got kicked out of the EU summer trip coz I was in band...just coz it clashed with Panorama...lol...can't buhlieve it....sighz...Oh yea last week our band prac was damn funny sia...mr chiang ask us to turn off the lights and play lol...amazingly I remembered enough of the piece to play out lol...damn fun...should do it more often...hopefully no more talk of losers...tata~

loser lamer

2009-04-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

OK to whoever it is that just flamed my blog...
1) You have no balls to reveal your name when you call me a coward for not telling it in his face. (pretty ironic...)
2) I surmise that you are obviously an irrational individual who is presumptuous in judging my personality
3) You obviously are ludicrously biased as you are seeing it from YOUR point of view only and judging ME based on your pathetic existence you call a life
4) You are obviously EQ deficient as you have claim that I have been trying to get one out of desperation, obviously I have not which I know for sure you won't know because you are seeing things from the little patch of sky in your well.
5) You claim that Weixing feels uncomfortable in my presence, you obviously do not know him well enough...(which I pity since you have claimed to be his good friend)
6) Apparently, many of those 'friends' that you claim are mine and apparently do not like me, does not bother me as I DO have my own friends which you have obviously overlooked in your haste to comdemn my very existence
7) LASTLY, this is my blog, I have not made any politically incorrect post or any conflagrating comments without prior personal experience and I obviously do not know you and to have you reading my blog is as good as you encroaching on my personal space (and not in a comfortable manner)

and enough about that loser...I surmise him to be the person who obviously did not get the girl and IS the one that is desperately trying to get her so....yep no more talk about losers...

Today, I had a misunderstanding...lol..apparently...sometime during the lesson my shirt got caught between two chairs and when I realised it and tried to pull it out...her chair 'moved a little'?? and she accused me of knocking her chair...sighz...what to do....

visited marina barrage today...was more phototaking than educational lol....but hmmm hopefully can think of something that can link to bio.....

Sighz signing off (wishing the world would have less losers who flame blogs without revealing their names...)

2009-04-10T23:04:00.005+08:00

In the audi..having soundcheck

Never seen the band room so e

WOOSA

ARGH!!! PW RESULTS WERE CRAP!!!! sianzzzzzz....

some australia school visited us on wednesday...these are the pics....

Life Concert

2009-04-05T23:09:00.004+08:00

ELMO!!!

LEAD SINGER SAMUEL STEP HENS!!! lols

VINCENT!!!

one of the weird dances...

The queue to enter Life Concert 09

STONE FACE!!

WOOttZZZ I WENT FOR LIFE CONCERT 09!!! wootz...what a blast...it was a lil boring at the start but towards the end it got better and better...but seriously...those 'depictful' dances were really cmi....do until like so awkward liddat...on the whole it was a really great night spiritual and fulfilling!!! and I finally went into the SAJC band room lol hahaha got a sneak preview of their El Cam which was sad in comparison to SAS one lol...haha but gold no doubt, just whether got honours is another thing...hmm...and commenting on their eupho section...'very soft' lol haha but their french horn section damn zai lol...anyway...met up with my BFF CHEN LIN!!!! reminicised on old days lol...summore got the 'chicken rice and plasma tv' thing lol which was somehow remotely related to locker rent hahhaa...good times...apparently...atmosphere at home getting better...less bitter...lol..thankfully...Oh ya and last but not least!! I saw marianne lol...(if thats how u spell it...)my bro's GF lol heh...altho a bit awkward haha...
Spent weekends studying with xw and yt haha altho yt told me she not coming but she came anyway :P which is no problem at all :D... then this afternoon...while rushing to the NLB...I got soaked in the rain which was almost literally pouring cats and dogs....until I like 落汤鸡 liddat...lolz...after that I think i fell ill then cannot study le...kept shivering lol...sighz thats it..Oh and maths enter GEMS le as well as GP n econs lolzzz

sa results

2009-03-30T17:41:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA lolz kinda expected...CHEMISTRY STAR!!! HERE I COME!!!! cya'll there!!

emo

2009-03-29T16:04:00.004+08:00

first cup of vodka...

this cute dog...

lols

playing taboo

the funny seats of the bus i sat today...

These past few days have been really down for me...about the happier parts first...
went for band bbq on saturday!!! had my cup of vodka to drown sorrows...and solved the 1/6 of the rubik's cube... and met up with bhuvan...hmmm....thats it for the happy moments...

Lol i didn't expect it to have such reppercussions.. oh well knowing what family members i have...I should have known...father's a egomaniac...brother's a bitch...mother's a volcano...that pretty sums it up...sigh...my father actually wants people to say'yes i agree' when he is saying the worst of the person and goes on about me being the weakest link in the family...sigh...why did I get born in the first place...into this world of uncaring family members?? Sometimes I wish a car would just run me down sometime someplace...ending it all

after SA

2009-03-25T15:27:00.003+08:00

AHH FINALLY THE SEMESTRAL ASSESSMENT IS OVER!!!! how long have we waited for this day...were the hours sacrificed for this exam worth it?? I still got a extreme doubt in my gut as to how I'm going to do for this exam...summing it up
GP the most okay paper so far...
Econs Confirm enter Gems already....
MAths Confirm enter STAR...
Chemistry dunno mayb fail mayb passs lol...
Biology GEms liao gems liao....:(

After these mad three days..I look back at the March holidays and wonder if my studying throughout the holidays were worth it...considering how badly I know I'm going to do for this exam...definitely not worse than my topical tests but definitely worse than promos last year...lol if i had not studied in the holidays I might even have got worse than my topical test lol...I shall take this as inspiration and continue *chug Chug!!* like a locomotive...hopefully...and really thank god that some bastard was not seated at the prom table....otherwise I might really consider not going at all...oh well....if there was one kind of people in this world that I denounce...are the fakers...the people who pretend to be something which they are not...making it truly disgusting in actuality....Oh well...this friday got band till 9pm... dotz...............lol...going to die by the end of practice lol...and to whoever is going to Gems/STAR...cya there!! :) lol...

random pic post

2009-03-22T14:15:00.004+08:00

Hihi went studying yesterday again at the library...lol...here are the pics lol nthn much to say coz..no time lol gotta start last minute econs...EGAD....pics shall tell my story... :P

THATS DAISUKE SHIMITZU!!!!

wooTz1!!

lol

the 'feast' that we had while studying lol

cam whoring!!!

farfar

2009-03-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

this has been a really stressfu; week...this was not how I envisioned JC2 would be like!!! holidays would be spent studying...sacrificing everything else for the academics!!! argh!!! Much as I would like to slack I know I can't because I know that I have not done enough for this exam so far and I know that I have not done myself justice by not studying....and much as I would love the stamina to study till 2 am in the morning...I can't for the very fact that I'm still human....is that a good thing or not...I noticed many new white hairs sprouting from my head already...from not finishing my syllabus...just for biology alone I fear that I have barely scratched the surface...argh!!!! I think I'm going crazy already...with number of things that I think nowadays....such that I actually think that the song 'regret' from D gray man is something that suits my mood seems pretty sad...Even my tastes in music is changing from something to nothing...I just find everything irritable nowadays...Times like these that we hope for some salvation of some sort which might come to take away all these troubles...ok...! enough about emoing...

on thursday, I met timo at the library studying with his friend Tammy..(did I spell it correctly...?) lol I didn't expect to meet him there...lol apparently he only got biology paper left...lolers...and once again lazy to upload pics (not that I have many anyway) ahhh!! Hope for some fun escapede soon from this horrible reality that is this world...

2009-03-16T19:47:00.005+08:00

MY BFF !!!:)

me SA freennds :)

cooking in the hot sun becoz of fire drill...

the lameness of a fire drill

My SpAnKiNG NeW DrUmSeT (without a high hat....:()

SYLVIA's BIRTHDAY!!!

the thing we had to eat when playing zhong ji mi ma

we're into the coffee can designing lol

sending off the CHINA SM2 students back to PRC

a weird letter posted on many lockers lolzzz

my breakfast to set off to study!!!!

Lol crazy ppl swinging so high lol..

EuGINN!!!!!

hey lolers it has been a hectic week!!! i shall let my overdue pictures tell my story :P

finally able to blog

2009-03-12T19:59:00.002+08:00

OMG on such a long while I'm finally able to blog freely without restrictions except myself...highlights this week...sectionals on tuesday, band on wednesday and bio SPA today lol and along with lots of stuff last week and last last week which i didn't have time to elaborate...

firstly, I had sectionals on tuesday lol...me, jon n weixing went into the band room to supposedly jam lol but i'm sooo noob at piano that I probably couldnt just anyhow play jazzz and 'flow' with the beat lol...then following that after they left I took a hit at the drum set and made a fool of myself lol playing all sorts of nonsense beats hahhaa...lucky i was all alone lolz....then karen came...asked her to do her own warm up while I slack lolz....I'm a bad example lolers...then we played overture number 2 a few times until we practically memoried the piece and able to play without the score hahaha...only no dynamics only lolzzz....then ikhsan came in and joined us hahaha....then I tried my meagre attempt at multiphonics which was surprisingly successful ahahaha....played overture few times and bla bla and attempted to play macchu without score and failed miserably...after a while we got kinda tired and actually went home lolz....

secondly, on wednesday....band....we had brass combined sectionals which were really 'Trombone+Trumpet+French Horn+Parkachan" sectionals...eupho could really just go and sleep...literally...could calculate the probability of playing notes in one hour...(using poissoncdf(3,0,10) ) and that basically sums up our sectionals...playing less than 1/4 the time...so wtf....would've been more productive if we had went outside to practise...anyway...for full band later we were fully enregized as we practically didn't play much during combined sectionals due to lack of need lol...therefore eupho quite strong in full band...hahaha

thirdly, BIO SPA!!! I spent the last two nights studying for it forsaking sleep and all and struggling to keep my thousand kilo eyelids from falling only to study it...eventually...I slept....lol...at least for the exam, i managed to remember everything I studied...(I hope...) and wrote it all on my scripts....

now for random stuff...last week I got back my essay...so freaking surprising...I scored the highest so far when I didn't even expect to do well...lol the randomness of my GP....lolers....Last Sunday, I went for SAJC's concert hahaha...they played mostly jazz pieces...which I really cannot appreciate lolers...so random stuff...then they played their SYF piece El Camino by Alfred Reed...hahaha...I was stunned by their 'dng-taahh' their first two notes as it was super strong lol...but later on in the piece there were like super many squeaks and zao sia by the brasses...lolers...the gold sound is there but just so many weird mistakes lol...oh wells...and last saturday...I apparently went for a study session with sum1...quite fruitful I would say...managed to do integration...and I love the feeling of getting to know it again muahahahaha....'I feel good tadanananana SO GOOD DADA SO GOOD DA DA TA SO GOOOOOD' lolers... hahahaha...

tata~

continuing post

2009-03-09T19:00:00.001+08:00

Ok continuing from previous post...hmmzz
On Tuestday was the Chen Lin's birthday, my fellow one day planner!!! hahaha...lolers...wanted to get a baton for him lolers....and I got back my MTL grade on friday...and dad came back gtg again...:(

'A' Level results

2009-03-06T22:07:00.001+08:00

Hmm lolz...starting from the start of this week, it was Chen Lin's Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday Chen Lin!!

Ok and now my dad making noise so can't blog now tata!!

after band camp

2009-03-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

This is going to be a pictureless post lol...band camp finished like 2 days ago so this is kinda lag but yep....anyway...no pictures from band camp as it was really a little bit of a disappointment lol...sure enough bonding and all but it was all kinda ruined by the occasional bouts of screaming for discipline which is really uncalled for...to sum up my mood in band camp: ZZZzzzzzzz

after that went home and just surfed a while and lol got back my habit of finding scores online and i literally slept at 9pm!!! omg shows how tired I was....

next day went to nlb....ZZZZZZ tried to study organic camp only to result in a massive 'shi bai'....slept lots and couldn't abosrb much...well one thing I can say is that I finished organization and control of eukaryotic and prokaryotic genome while mugging to do the assignment only to realise that the assignment was on the last part of the notes...lol...oh well I need it for my exam anyway...Then I had an amazing revelation that I wanted to buy my friend his 18th birthday gift but I couldn't decide on it...eventually I decided on a stick hahaha...he'll find out..:)

today...was just ZZZZZzzz for PE I ran Jason Bourne style and finished 2nd in class lolers....how cool is that...Oh yea and in morning assembly I just had the stupidest conversation with my teacher...sighzzz...anyway for chem SPa skill A, I pretty much screwed it up as I didn't finish in time...comon there were 5 reagents!!! usually there's 4!!!didn't manage to mention safety and reliability....

sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

road run

2009-02-25T23:17:00.005+08:00

more scenery shots!!!

the seemingly never ending road to salvation (to the finish line...)

krazy ppl dancing

the photography crew!!!

the GuYs!!!

JuMp ShOt!!!

part of class girls

overly enthu ogl's dancing lolz

cooking in the sun...

Woooootz!! the road run is finally over!! Not only have I finished last (yes LAST!!) I have also seen the changes in our class since the road run last year...it is almost evident that we have drawn closer (even if only by a bit) but some people have also gotten worse, in the sense that they have gotten more centred towards themselves, don't really like this change though, If it has to be then so be it...nothing I could do about it anyway...only that my JC 2 life won't be as happy as JC1 life, however on the whole the class has gotten more bonded...lol I might consider getting a bitching blog purely for bitching lolz considering the immense amount of bitching I got to let out lolz...so far its been repressed...with taking heed of my words and all...not mentioning names...lolzzz....would make this my 'happy' blog in the sense that it consists of the happy events lol....

Anyway today was pretty eventful and uneventful in many ways...
We gathered almost the whole 08S02!!! with ms young and all and the

Narcissistic crave just overtook us!!! We took lots and lot and lots of pictures....PW groups, Pre U Sem...Guys...Girls...and cliques lolz...anyway later on...jon was the first to pang seh (as always) and eugin had to go back to school and I played a DDP with weixing n his 'ella' and then had to tolerate 'mou mou' ren for the next 2 hours...saddeningly...pretty obvious who he is already...anyway...then we walked around parkway parade for a while...until 3 pm when I met my friend rahman...we each poured our emo-ness to each other lolzz...hahaha...one of the people I can really confide in....(far and few....) not saying the ppl in tpjc are not good...just mostly not my type of people...can't find a connection...anyway...saw joshua loi with his classmates today...lol...showing improvement or has his classmates just not realised who he really is lol...'1, 3, 5...shoooot!!' lol!! a tpjc joke hahahazzz....

On the side note...I really dunno what is going on with me...the emotional roller coaster ride...but right now its like in limbo in the sense that I really dunno where its going so, I'm just going to sideline it for the time being...

Band camp this friday...looking forward to it!!!

werid random stuff

2009-02-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

SH taking a pic on pre valentine's

Sighzz...It has been a long time since I last felt myself and I still don't...ahahahaha...but i've been feeling good and bad recently...
good because someone got something he deserved
bad because I didn't do everything in my power at that point of time when it happened..and now its already too late...

So, now I'm just trying to move on and minimize the damaged caused by my previous actions...This morning, the band had this video which had pictures of the Hk trip lol...and whenever pictures of me came up, I had this heartstopping feeling, I dunno why I felt it though...Last Sunday, was quite eventlyful, I managed to cover my J1 topics or at least the ones that matter anyway...

Pai gu mian which was super duper good lolerz...

randomness...

star wars

2009-02-21T14:12:00.003+08:00

Hey hey zzzzz...got a mountain of homework to do...sianzzz...meantime...got this song!!

Star Wars - Donald Hunsberger

yepz and been listening to noah's ark lately...its such a great song!!!

and I'm kinda sad my web counter went out of business and is no longer functioning...dotz...

asd

2009-02-19T22:53:00.002+08:00

argh....can't believe this is almost the end of the week already and its 4 weeks to the exam ARGH!!!! I'm gonna start panicking soon...man tmr confirm got bio test....and whenever i take out my notes to study i start going ZZZzzzz...gotta fight the sleeping bug!!! and saddening but true, to discover the startling true nature of peoplez...might not seem so but it was there to see....I hope that I'm wrong.... anyway I have practised marriage d' amor and now it is polished woot...(i hope)

random stuff

2009-02-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

Weixing was supposed to be in thee if u see carefully...

lols

Jonk napping in GP class lol....

Here are a few random thoughts I've been having these few days...

What is with the need to be different from other JC's lol that we hae to have 2 oriuentations planned for the J1's?? lol sure enough the 'Dare to be different'thing comes to mind but this is a little weird, if I were J1, I'll just feel sian...
What is with the ousting of our council president?? He wasn't retained, he wasn't kicked out of council, but he was just given a vote of no confidence to remove him halfway in his presidency....Probably never in history has a student council ousted their president before lolers...
Thirdly, I think I'm way too slack for an exam preperation!! I don't know like 3/4 of my work and I wonder how am I supposed to be a peer tutor when I dun know my own work lol....
Band has been most tiring, even though I do not detest it or anything, I admit that despite my passion for it and all, it has to go if I want to do well at all for Á's...probably after SYF but I wonder if it would be too late...as I then would then have to recap not only the J2 topics which I have missed in the SYF period and I would also have to cover the J1 topics as well...
Sigh I wonder if I've got over it at all, from time to time I still think about it, the matter and its complications....and sometimes I wonder if I think too much, I hope the matter will absolve itself...I hope..

lol past few days its been a rollercoaster ride...at night I can't sleep well...in the day I sleep during lesson, what more can I say...this routine has started taking its toll on me...2.4 km runs on mon tues n thurs and sometimes twice on thursdays...on top of that, band on monday, wednesday and friday, saturday n sunday which I deem 'free' I have been banished to muggerland...on top of that I gotta train my pullups by doing 20 diamond pushups at least once or twice a day....(which I so often neglect...) sigh....many things looming ahead in this dark dark year that is my 18th year walking this earth...'from the 'A' Levels to the enlistment to the passing of NAPFA...as well as the training for SYF...as well as the sstruggle to keep in the HATS program should I not do well in any exam henceforth...every week has been a struggle just to reach the end but yet at the end of each week I ponder on whether I've wasted it and it is also 1 week closer to the 'A' Levels that is the beginning of life so to say...(or the end of it...) Sighzzz...this is the sad sad life of a JC2 student...Cheers~

V day

2009-02-14T23:53:00.003+08:00

The harvest from V day..

WX and his Í'm cute today' thing written on his cheek lolers

Lolers ok this is me the no lifer....spending V-day at home....doing whad...??watching prison break...dotz.....friendship week was pretty dead for me...sighzz...and i dunno why this week I so unlucky keep bumping into some ******* anyway here are some pics from friendship week :P

2009-02-12T20:32:00.003+08:00

Yo haha I found this video on youtube and it has me obsessed trying to play this song unfortunately its wayyyy tooo hard for me.....here you go 'kiss the rain' by the OnE AnD OnLY YiRuMa!!!

anyway today was like a crazy crazy day but its OVER!!! there was bio spa trial, summary mini test and bla bla bla and day ended at 3.10 pm hahahaz.....summore for PE we had 2.4 km run and I realised how much weight I've gained....and how unfit I have become...letting my physical condition sink into decadence...and I finally got reaquianted with my piano today!! too bad its really out of tune at the moment....gotta play in school for a 'ín-tune' piano...I'm having band tomorrow!! lol dunno why but I'm kinda looking forward to it...I've managed to so called master 3/4 of overture no 2 for wind band...which is like a super improvement for me coz I'm a newbie!! lolers...and self annointed 'One year old euphonist'!!!! lols althought technically not really one year yet..

2009-02-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

Ahh I've finally got the SL project done, got the stamp and the signatories...all we need to do now is the group reflection...argh.....makes me feel that its soooo hard to work with my classmates...it was so difficult just to get something done....
seriously.....can't wait for graduation...

random

2009-02-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

GNgNGNGnnGNGNGNNGRRRRRRRR STReSSeD!!!!!!! What is wrong with the world....I just realised that the SL project which we were put ourselves through torture for one day was not approved...and I gotta race against time to get the time log signed so that they would not be able to únapprove' it...if I'm lucky, it'll probably take me 3 hrs there and back to home....but as from experience...I know I'm normally not so lucky so yep...it'll take me a whole afternoon.........ARGHGHGHGHGH

Ok anyway enough of ranting...yesterday, I went to Symphonium's (SMU' Concert band's) concert at victoria concert hall...they played a huge repertoire...
1) Crown Imperial by dunno dunno who
2) Ein Morgen, ein mittag ein Abend in Wien by Franz von suppe
3) Beim Färberwirt-Polka-polka by Rudolf Bodinbauer
4) O MAgnum Mysterium by M. Laridson arr. H.r. Reynolds

Followed by a interval where i met two guys from marist band who played in tpjc band fest, one flotist and one clarinetist?? i rmb he flotist's name but i forgot the clarinetist's name lolers...
In the Second half they had
5) Fly me to the Moon (performed by the SMU saxuphone ensemble)
6) Highlights from Chess
7) Die Zuberflote by W.A. Mozart arr. Gerard Posch
8) The Merry Widow by F. Lehar arr. E. Suzuki
9) ABBA Gold arranged by Ron Sebregta

and lastly for the encore performance they had some kaimen march or smth i cant rmb the name...

Overall, I give the concert around 9/10 for having a boring first half lol...but the second half made up for it :)

The view of clarke quay at night!!

Raspberry Sparkling!! lolers!!
Later on, we went out me, tim, chen, 2 other ppl from sas band, He Ling ( chen's ex scandal), and one more girl which i still dunno the name of lol....Feeling oh so broke now.....Oh wells....tata~~

Got tests coming which i dunno the dates of...

IP MAN

2009-02-03T23:03:00.003+08:00

Emoing away again...school was kinda sad today..so I shall not really talk about it, though at chem lect I suddenly broke down into laughter lol...from thinking of the 'auspicious sayings' i said during chinese new year lol...bet Mr Wong must have noticed me for sure lols...on top of that, Jon received a cuddly cute little bear from 'someone' lol...which he was blushing in full red in econs class lol....

Anyway, today is the last day in a long time that I can see my sister...she's heading off to australia to finish off her masters before staying there for the rest of her life lol...so technically this'll be one of the last times I'm seeing her...thats really sad man....sighzz...

Okayy...now that I've learnt the true story behind the ogl selection, I'm not so pissed off and I take back my words...I dun wanna say who wasn't supposed to be in but i'll leave it at that...life goes on, ogl or no ogl...oh well gotta concentrate on studies...!! watch out ogls...!!!

2009-02-02T21:30:00.003+08:00

Pics from the previous post

done

2009-01-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hmmzzz...This post would be one of many lol....I shall start from the beginning of the week...

We started with Chinese New Year...had reunion dinner...stayed home on first day of CNY coz of tradition...and 2nd day we went visiting..lolsss...altogether collected only mayb whad less than 200 bucks ang pow?? lolers...as usual..
Didn't get into ogl camp...at first, I was pretty pissed off at myself not getting in, but when I looked at the list, I noticed one particular pattern that EVERYONE in the Heron Family Head's class (or shall I say ex-class) got in. and if it were just like 2-3 people, it wouldn't have made a large difference but it was 6 people. 6 out of 21 people...All Ogl's...not facilitator/reserves...how the hell did that happen?? Therefore, I have come to the conclusion that he is as f***ed up as an arsehole who is freaking biased...soo...not wanting to sink myself to his level, I can live with not being an ogl. After all, his judgement is f***ed up anyway...so unlike the assistant family head....who would probably have made a better judge as none of his classmates were in the ogl camp...anyway...not only that...the family head came and sent all of the ogl reserves a hate mail:

Im not one to start without a friendly hi or whatever but im not in the mood to do so right now.

One of you guys have complained to my Ex Co that i was being bias in the selection of the OGLS, im not gonna explain myself here cause for those that believe me wont need it and those who need it wont believe me so im giving you the chance to tell me everything that i did wrong and caused you to suspect i was bias.

Be it yelling , discussing or a simple discussion whoever it is , meet me after school on wednesday at 1pm outside the council room , there will be Sean Foo our AFH , Safiyah and Bernard two inpartial Ex Cos to overlook the meeting.

I always believe in being a nice guy , but some people just dont deserve it , most agitated that you went behind my back to say something about me.

Lets leave you all with this , if i didnt choose you and that makes me bias , does choosing you make me not bias?

If no one appears outside the council room after 1.30 pm on Wednesday i take this matter to be settled .

Ok now where did that come from? obviously he has a guilty conscience...

OK now enough whining, today I woke up at 12 lolers....didn't think i'll sleep that long...went to my dad's friend's fish farm...had great gourmet there okaay...there was like a gathering of singapore's top chefs there as well as some of the managers of famous restaurants there...Then the chefs took turns at the kitchen heh...making me a happy person....got to eat all sorts of 山珍海味 lol and today I drank my first can of beer!! a Carlsberg!!! got semi-drunk for like a few hours... then later on we went to Ong kian ming's house...lol I say like he my friend liddat lol...anyway...his daughters were quite good at entertaining lols...they were actually able to hold a conversation with my dad...I completely emphathize with them lol...thats it tata~

ogl

2009-01-28T23:09:00.002+08:00

sad sad didn't get into ogls...making me feel bitter about everything especially with so much stress on my shoulders currently...I'm even facing the fact that I might be kicked out of the HAT's Program due to not doing well in my topical test, so i gotta do well for my mid years....sigh...they put it in such a 'nice' way-reserve...wow I'm so flattered...right now I feeling like '....' I can't think of something to describe what I feel now, just that take pissed off/disappointed/angry/envious x10^100000000 ....makes me feel like I shouldn't have signed up to start with mayb I wouldn't have to face such disappointment then? It is kind of unfair though...I was the only one from my class there...while the others were from the same class...can't help it if they knew each other more...they were after all classmates for a year already...sighzzz ';.;' describes my mood now...

24th JAn

2009-01-24T13:18:00.002+08:00

OK LOLS this is it!! the one year anniversary since my fate was revealed....just one year ago, I got my 'O' Level results back....24th Jan...not symbolic to most but certainly for me...no wonder...last night I had this dream of the events that transpired one year ago, on that fateful day...a day of regrets and despair....a day of envy and self pity...a day that was past. I think that the dream was my subconscious self telling myself what would happen if I had repeated the exact same attitude as I had when I took my 'O's...I was proud, I was complacent. Scoring the top in class certainly got to my head. I am now going to pledge myself to the books as of today....history is but a lesson for the prevention of the mistakes of the future...I WILL PERSEVERE!!!

before cny

2009-01-23T15:39:00.003+08:00

hmmmzzorz its been what 1 week+ since I last posted?? lol...the week has dragged on and finished finally!!!! omg it started with a super slack monday and then a less slack tuesday and a super super slack wednesday (I finished at 11.30 am lol) and then thursday and friday was just a drag...OH yea I met all my tutors liaoz...rushed out most of my homework...maths, bio n chem...hmm the year seems promising...Oh yea the pic up there is a pic of the hamsters in the bio lab I'm using lol...they are sooooo cute!!! lolers...sighz...band has been really tiring...more so due to the frustration of not being able to catch on the rhythm of Overture No 2...I can play the notes no problem but I always lag at like mayb 1/4 a beat or faster by 1/4 a beat or 1/2 lols...this sucks...and then my conductor asked us to memorise the scores by band camp on 27 & 28th Feb...lols....which is like freaking crazy for me....if I could even play finish from start to end at correct tempo and rhythm, I damn happy liao...I can't wait to get my hands on the carmen fantasy score...I wanna learn the piano version!!! mayb chen n I can play a duet when I'm done learning it..hahaha...sighz...I also just got back my gp essay which I just passed with an E lolers...pretty much expected it...wasn't used to writing essays for such a long time lol...then I also got back maths topical test...got a U hahahaha...big drop lol...I bet Lim Jin hasn't looked at my last year score...if she did she would probably lecture me like hell lol....hmmz and to summarize my week in one word, it would be: sad

As I've been doing the past few posts, my emo ranting is usually at the end of every post...here goes...Me thinks I've finally moved on from the 'relationship that never was' both because we'll be happier and so that I can concentrate on my 'A's looming at the end of this year...It has been proven time and again and again that it is a fact that a relationship on the same year as the 'A's would equals doing badly at both...:( so...to all those out there dating and taking 'A's....good luck!! lols~!!!

after ogl camp

2009-01-18T14:06:00.003+08:00

LOL believe or not this is my 101st post!!! woootZZZ!!
Haha I've been through one helluva week, was topical tests all the way until friday and sad to say...I flunked all of em...gotta work harder....Anyway I just came back from ogl camp!!! Gotta admit this was one of the best bunch of people I have evar met!!

well technically a quarter of them were from my class and I knew them for a year already...but thats besides the point...anyway we did all sorts of funny stuff, cheered together, bonded together...hmm..yep...I think that our assistant family head is the nicest guy on earth lol!!! Like seriously..!! but on the second day... the rumours were that 5 will be cut from each family....awww thats like 20%!!! when I went in they were like 'unless you are super un-enthu or super loner, they at most kick out one or two only...' now, I'm hearing like 5 from each family are gonna get kicked out....thats so sad...and I think I might be one of them...Oh well...cruel as it may sound...I hope more from other houses get 'tao tai' lol...sighz I could go on like this for another few more days but my aching bones fail me lolz...I'm even having trouble with walking lol...thats what u got for dancing and running non stop for the whole day....oh yea there are 3 dances this year and they are like super de duper complicated!!! lol...seeing eugin dance...that really made my day lol...HAHAHAHA~!!! (sad I didn't have my phone with me..:( )

On the side note...sigh...I shall not mention names but people who act like a dog to get a girl...I am very sure that their relationship would not last...seriously...

and tata~!!

First day of school

2009-01-12T18:26:00.003+08:00

Today's the first day of school, had 2 tests already ~sianZZ~ Gp n Econs...Smoked my way thru both papers lolzzz....anyway today is also the release of the 'O' level results...wonder how my school did??did it remain at band 9 or go up by one band?? lol?? haha....and today I had one of the most shocking discoveries....Jonk actually doesn't know what is 'The Little Nyonya'!!! omg lol!!he really hasn't been watching tv lol...dunno what he has been doing @ home lolzz...

Spectacles

2009-01-11T00:43:00.004+08:00

The Paym forum

the discussion @ my table

The singapore Arts Museum

Hihi lol today I pretty much wasted my afternoon!!! omg to think I was actually looking forward to the forum thing on 'New Media:A Bane or a Boon' by paym lols....I pretty much went there for some GP pointers and then I got myself into a political discussion....lol, I dun even plan to go into politics....then halfway, my spectacle frame just broke!! lols Anyways I finally set foot into the Singapore Arts Museum formally known as St Jospeh's Institution...On my thoughts on the discussion in actual, I feel that government should actually set the proper environment in the means of implementing policies which I think they already are doing so yeah. All that stuff about education and family upbringing on the safety of the people with the new media, would only come about with the availability of proper environments, with the proper 'walls' in place. Lol, haha never thought I would have such political views lol...anyway...during the discussion, I was like freaking quiet that the person next to me had to egg me on to say something or contribute and all but sigh, I wasted all his effort...

Me wearing what I can never wear lol (the shades cost like $600++)

Hehe my dad

My army look lols

Anyway after which, I got home and went to buy a new frame as my specs, lol....nthn much to talk about really other than the fact that school starts in 2 DAYS TIME!!!! OMG OMG I'm so gonna fail the tests on the first week...haha...hope I'm not kicked out of HATS for that lolers...strategy guys!! at the end of the year can get good progress award lol!! hahaha...tata~!!

dinner

2009-01-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

WootsZZZ I HaVe finally learnt two songs on the piano today!!! 'River Flows in You' by Yiruma AND 'Marriage D'Amor' by dunno who lol!! wasn't easy okayy....for me at least...anyways today I watched IP MAN!!! WOW!!!

OMG OMG SUPER SUPER SUPER ACTION PACKED!!! but lacking severely in storyline lols....action wise: 10/10, storyline wise: 5.5/10? lol ...

Later went out for dinner with me 'PAE class' which I originally thought was a class gathering until I saw the numbers...3. Lols only Yong Chian, Timo n me were able to make it to the dinner...so we were like 'Sian~!!' so we went to eat pastamania since astons had a freaking long long long queue....we would probably take an hour or so to actually start eating lols...then after eating went to play LAN lol...

we played Left 4 dead.....it was really crazy sia....when I was playing a hunter...once u pounced, it was a crazy bloodlust that u keep right-clicking to kill the player lol....no wonder it is rated for violence lols....its like shoot every moving thing when you're playing on the side of the survivors and its like lurking and sneaking on the side of the zombies....lols....well...not a really momorable outing sighs~...

On the side note, I wonder how am I going to resolve this relationship issue...much as I have been telling myself that getting into one would be disastrous for studies, it has been at the back of my head constantly...bugging me...I've seen the signs and there have been signs that it wasn't meant to be, as well as a three-in-a-row reminder from god that it was not wise to get into this kind of relationship with a non-christian?? Oh wells..I hope to resolve the issue soon...and once again...damn all jealous boyfriends!!!

Chalet

2009-01-07T21:30:00.004+08:00

Lol i'm always a lil lag when it comes to posts...anyway I just came back from a chalet yesterday...and once again...my class activity is so dead that we have not had one yet....marcus had a lobang and managed to secure it at a price similar to downtown east lol....but the facilities were those of a hotel lolss!!! fully air conditioned...1 queen sized bed, 2 normal sized beds n 2 mattresses omg...the place is DA BOMB hahahaz....I finally got to have a real outing with chen lols....and I learnt how to do table swimming!! lol!! haha on the first day, it was really quite empty lol but we had fun...then we had table swimming until late at night lol at around 2 am lols....on the second day i arrived at 11 am and was basically bored to death for around 2 hours...in the end we started playing mahjong for an hour or so until we felt hungry and went BK for lunch...haha i haven't really had BK for a long long long time lols....had a scrumptious BBQ Turkey Bacon Burger wootz...hmm lol and then when we came back there were new visitors!! more of timo's classmates...theresa, alexis n natasha i think...and not long after geraldine came...not meaning it in any way lol i think her eyes are just really captivating....they have that sparkle that is uncommon among people lolz...haha...anyway after that we had dinner at the food court and then
me n chen went to the arcade to play silent hill and we FINISHED IT!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!! lol imagine that!! and then we went to play the drumming game thingy and I really sucked at it lols....getting D or E....after that we went back and watch American Pie 4 : band camp....lolzzz...chen lin was commenting on all the intoneation of all the music lols....haha....overall the show was damn funny lols except for certain scenes where it was getting a little obscene lol...hmmm and then later we played mahjong until quite late lol....then i realised i had no transport back lol....haha...then chen had to call his dad again to fetch me.....

Oh wells I dunno but maybe I'm feel more at home with the Saints culture but then I didn't really feel outcasted with them although I barely knew them for a day while I still feel like a stranger to my class although I've known them for a year...lols anyway tata~

New year is here

2009-01-05T11:37:00.012+08:00

Oh lol this may come a little late but yea this is my new year's post lol...

first of all, I remember the highlights of my year of 2008 in chronological order:

I got to know the great people of 08s16 of SAJC in the PAE and which, much as my father protests, would remain one of the best group of people I have ever known in my life.
Then in June I went for a 5 day 4 night event as a press corp at NUS known as the SMUN (Singapore Model United Nations) There, I got to know many great people both from my school and other schools. (mostly from the press corps lol) forged few but treasured friendships there in SMUN, got to know some great people like Kristy, DIana, Sneha David as well as one other from VJ which i forgot the name lol..
Immediately after SMUN, the next day in fact, I went for this event Under No Roof 2008 organized by Habitat for Humanity and co-organized by VJC...There I got to meet a number of people from various schools...being a part of Guo family has really been a great memory, especially when we stayed up the whole night sitting at West Coast Park lol only to be dead beat the very next day...I got to know some very interesting games which are indigeneous to VJC lol...there I also got to know more people from my school
After which, would be my CT's!!! Which I flunked oh so badly lol...45 rank pts....lols...my dad almost killed me if he actually saw my percentile...till this date he has not seen my report card for my mid year lol...but I mentioned this here because this event has been an inspiration, no no more of a wake up call to do better.
Hhaha that would be our school road run aka cross country lol...there we finally took our first and hopefully not last class photo..After which, the boys Weixing Jon, Eugin and me went to fish n co to fulfil our long awaited date to eat at fish and Co...lols
Then, I joined this study grp inadvertly to study for the promos...most of the time it was basically Christabel, Yt and me. The days of chionging at the NLb as well as Changi Airport would be memorable lols...tho I still think I was too slack lols...
OH ya and immediately after the June Hols, Jon invited me to join the tpjc prayer group where I am a resident member till this day, sad that I could not say much as there is really too much to say about this aspect of my life. On top of that, I joined this Cell group in the Church of the Resurrection which is the church of my old school...Sigh sadly have not been able to go for it due to many events...Oh well I hope to make it up this year...
I also went for the SAJC open house and saw the various booths that they have put up which were really good lol as compared to my school's open house...anyway I saw my ol' Chen conducting the SAJC band lol as always haha...anyways they photographed me as the only one watching lol...quite bad for them lols...
Then finally the Sept Hols which I spent mugging mugging for promos....has some memories as well...I met up with my friend from SMUN Kristy at Bishan Library...as well as got to meet up with Donovan which has been my close friend since Sec2 where we met under the most awkward of circumstances lols...
Then, my promos...haha lols huge improvement since my Ct's haha from almost last in class to 2nd woot lol hahahas even made it into HATS...lols
Next would be the PW OP!!! ARGH!!! spent sooo much time on this preparing, rehearsing, making slides, swallowing my throat before the actual OP and pretty much screwed it up....
then HK trip!! AAHHH lol there so much to talk about that I would take forever if i were to talk it all here...I got to know that the school Chong Boon exists for starters lol then I met the Eupho section there....got to know 3 great people: Cheris, Yuen Yee as well as Yin Yi (two of them have the initials yy lol) anyways went to Disney Land to perform!!! LOLS HAHAHA and got free entry as a result...
The last would be TPJC band fest..Oh ya did I mention another thing was that I joined band?!?! my friend Chen almost popped his eyeballs when I told him that lols... Anyway, the preparation period for the band fest was relly hectic went to sch at 9 and reach hoome at 10pm!! lol!! 13-14 hours practice every day!!! lol and they said it was going to be worse for SYF this year LOL haha i'm so screwed...

Ah thats it for 2008!!! and now here are my New Year resolutions

GIVE UP COMPUTER GAMING UNTIL 'A' LEVELS!!!
SLIM DOWN!!
PASS MY NAPFA TEST !!!
GET at least 85 rank points for my 'A' levels!! (hopefully my PW grade isn't too bad..)
settle all relationship problems (screw all jealous boyfriends!!)
Last but not least enter the course of my dreams in NUS....

Ok thats it folks tata~!!

Takashimaya

2008-12-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

SL PROJECT IS OVER!!! and we had hell while we were doing it, we took the children of Chen Su Lan Methodist Home out at East Coast Park...lol and to think we actually bothered to organize activities for them...lol...they were such demons!!! the youngest, a 6 year old went like 'F*** you la ccb...'....lolzzzz so young already speaking such vulgarities, wonder how they'll turn out lol.....while another one was just the devil....he ran up to me and punched me for NO REASON AT ALL....(although it wasn't that painful but thats besides the point) lol!!! where is the love man!! At first, we got all enthusiastic and all organizing them into groups and getting the stations ready with all the clues...then they were just way too uncontrollable and the demons that they are, they could not be controlled and we decided to downsize the event into station games. When even that flopped, we just let them do what they wanted since thats what they want to do only lol....we eventually managed to improvise and managed to get a small group 0f them to play soft ball and another group to play dodge ball...lol....hoping they had fun...while another group just didn't want to play any game but just to play with the sand or laze around....after the games were over....they all crowded around the exercise corner's weight lifting segment and making us their servants carrying them up n down and everywhere....honestly, I never knew that place could be so fun to hang around lol....in the end...the teacher saw that nothing much was being done and decided to bring them back to the orphanage....and thats it...the end of our SL project which was almost a total flop................lol then on to today!!

I went shopping with my mum at Takashimaya today!! lol...haha it started out with her going into mango and saying' I only need a moment' lol and that 'moment' took like 45 minutes lol....well at least for the rest of the time...we spent it shopping for my stuff....lol...since it was the last day of the sale...it was very hard to find the correct sizes as mostly were out of stock...when I went into GUESS, I finally found a pants which was the appropriate size and I was told that it was a hundred bucks...-_-''..lol.....we shopped for like super long and before long 4 hours has passed and it was night and we haven't bought dinner for the family lol.....oh ya being the mountain tortoise that I am, I finally saw orchard lightings lol....haha umm which were quite beautiful really...better than the lightings at tsim sha tsui lol....it was really so colourful and so shiny lol....makes tsim sha tsui look deprived lol...but tsim sha tsui had this really unique thing which was that they had an animation of lights moving like a story telling thing on the walls of the shopping centres lol...that IS unique!!!oh well...making me feel regretful that I didn't buy enough clothing from Hong Kong lol.....sighzzz enough for today tata!

Christmas

2008-12-25T14:09:00.002+08:00

Usually when it's a holiday, people expect it to be jolly and all and especially christmas. Not only was mine not jolly, it was pretty screwed up...courtesy of my father...(probably the worst that you can have) Out of nowhere, he scolds me for not cooperating when my sister has only just told me her problem which I agreed to help immediately...then after that...I kinda forgot the password and i was trying vigorously to find the password, and during which, he was saying all imaginable condemnations of me....'sampat jc have sampat people' or 'where you get this attitude from, if this is going to be the way u grow up i rather not have a son like you' lol what attitude (the conversation was 1 way by the way so it was kind of a monologue). Then he was making threats that I can dream of playing the computer again if I do not find the password. After a long while, I finally got the password, and he just went on and on and said that I can dream of playing the computer again....WTF....same outcome....why did i bother to remember the password in the first place???seriously when he says he is the greatest father on earth, he is in fact telling the world's greatest lie. Merry Christmas to one and all and cheers for my screwed up christmas...

Before concert

2008-12-17T23:53:00.004+08:00

Getting the audi prepped for concert

Dr Zachariah Goh, one of the speakers of the band festival

Timothy with his glasses all fogged up while eating prawns lolz

the soup!!

THE SPREAD!!

Hehez its the last day before the concert!!! so excited!!!been practising VERY VERY hard for this concert like 9am to 10 pm!!! lolz I'm dead beat from all that practise!!! and anyway before I say anything else I wanna say this:

Happy Birthday!!! Cliffton!!!

Ok lolz anyway we went to celbrate it on Monday...we were originally suppsed to meet at 4.30 at city hall but lol I had band and only left school at around 5.30 lolz...and MARCUS SIM which was the organizer said he was going to take a 'NAP' at around 2 pm......then when I got there it was already around 6.30 pm and marcus was still not there and then we gave him like a gazillion calls and he still didn't pick up....could be due to the all night wow spree lolz...then in the end we gave up waiting and we went to eat steamboat at bugis instead....then lolz marcus called at....10PM !!! OMG!!! who takes a damned 8 hour NAP?????!!!!! anyway we had a ball of a time there at the steamboat haha....then when we going home that time....I wanted to take a pic lol then the first picture that we took cut half of timo's head out of the picture and the second one we took was blurry until we finally took one last one which was quite okay but then the surrounding pplz were starting to stare lolz...

random

2008-12-10T00:47:00.006+08:00

lol me shall blog about saturday tho its like long gone....hahas...I went to watch bolt with someone :)..haha...really enjoyed the show...haha...found it quite touching at the end wherein bolt sees penny in the fire...lol...I really teared at that moment...lols...anyway...later on we couldn't decide on where to eat lolZZ hahazz in the end decided on yoshinoya (i wonder if thats how it's spelt) and got that christmas special which i honestly think was not that special....the vege were tasteless like completely and the deep fried mushroom had this icky feel about it...

The 'mushroom'

The 'christmas special'

hmm lolz then onto today!! I went to my class FIRST AND (maybe only) gathering at jonk's house today...lolzzz...it was quite funy...when we first arrived there...I was stunned at the size of the barbeque pit lolz...its like the size of my monitor....lolzzz....
and me and jonk took turns at fanning the flames...lolz...thanks goodness for sandra lolzz otherwise if we left it up till jonk to start the fire, we wouldn't be eating food at all lol....then after a while jonk wanted to take over cooking but apparently 'mysteriously disappeared' after five minutes of tending the food lolz...then jonk introed the game 'ask the question' which apparently was supposed to be FUN which turned out it wasn't at all until we were giving strong hints by asking questions such as 'shall we change the game?' lolzzzthen we went in to play taboo (and supposedly cranium) which jonk forgot how to play so we just forgot about it in the end lol...anyway today i took a look at the pantomime euphonium solo score and phew!! man thank god i'm not playing it lolz...

playing 'cranium'

Sandra the 'lone cook'

Sandra again lol

.anyway today i took a look at the pantomime euphonium solo score and phew!! man thank god i'm not playing it lolz...seme demi quavers??!!?!?! lol WTF!!! and so many of them running up and down and not only that, they are so high summore lolz...

explains itself lolz

OK enough ranting for today lolz brb another day!! tata~

after band

2008-12-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

hahaha after a long and tiring week with many band pracs...the week has finally come to a closure!! or at least near to it...lols...monday...band...tuesday...rotted at home...wednesday....band whole day...thursday...rotted at home...friday...band....lols that pretty much sums up my week...and lol next week its gonna b band band band band band and MORE band lolz....not that i'm tired of it but lol i dun really have any time for anything else now lol...sigh...making me wish there were more than 7 days in a week or more than 24 hours in a day....to do other stuff...and wx went japan!!! ahhhx....i'm so envious......always wanted to go to japan and then I hear another of my friend, weijie is going japan too lol....oh ya met 2 eupho players chan lun n his senior benjamin (I think...) lol they are like super pro...one was playing in treble cleft and the other was playing the alto sax score which was in front of us....lolers....super pro....and chan lun's gonna b my eupho tutor hahaz...certainly better than having the other one lolz....ah thats it for now..tata

lols

2008-12-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

OK ummmm this has been a weird and weird few days......first of all, my SL finally turned up for band lolz....hahaha...she ponned for like 2 months already...then over the weekend, I rotted at home on Saturday and really did nothing much...on Sunday I went to Sitex...and got me a spanking new monitor!!! 22 inch LCD full HD wooTTZZ lolzzz...oh yea and today was the greatest damn shock of my life when I saw the electricity bill for the past month...1000 bucks???? omg what is wrong with these people!!!lolz neways i just watched the forbidden kingdom lolz...quite nice but can tell they were on a budget...they made jet li play 3 roles and jackie chan 2?? lol....great way to recycle stars lol....tata...looking forward to saturday!!!