HAHA lol long has it been since i last blogged...lol even though a week may seem short but its actually a long long time for me lolz...i had dry runs and blah blah and i pretty much did well in the actual dry run only to falter in the fake dry run after that lol...oh yea CHINESE 'A' LEVEL PAPER IS OVER MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! NO MORE NAGGING TO READ CHINESE OR WHATEVER lolers!!!hahaha feel quite high today altho i couldn't go anywhere hahaha...i prob need to go memorize my scripts again and i'll upload pics another day...today quite lazy... 4:36 PM

lol...today i finally finished my op dry run...umm it didn't really go that well coz mostly i was reading from script and ms young said that I got no prob with projection (she's like the only teacher ever to say that lol) and as well as that hmm I got lots of room for improvement hahaha quite true...I must memorize my script!!! newayz...once op dry run is over...nothing much to do....AT ALL..such that I'M STARING AT AIR FOR 5 HOURS TMR IN SCHOOL WHAT A BUMMER!!! my grp is super duper free sia, we're not even meeting to do ANYTHING lolzzz....even pui wah grp which is so pro in their presentation is STILL MEETING!!! lolzz this is sooooo sad.......and when I want to play badminton with ppl.....even ppl who have finish their dry run are telling me that they are having PRACTICE TMR WTF!!! This is all screwed up..esp Jon's grp leader...meeting for 5 hours after the dry run...lolzz...total nutcase...sighzz this is such a sad sad sad world... 11:35 PM




Today I shall just put up a video post and let them tell the story...the first


haha this video is basically during the sex talk when the speaker was carrying out some activity and that they were suposed to exchange 'fluids' and no one wants to do it with joshua loi lolzzz haha so badd...:D

Haha the second video would be of Jonathan crapping once again lolzzz

lol today i came home so early and had to do pw pw pw pw pw pw lolz thats what i get for slacking lol...i think i the slackest in the grp hahaha summore i supposed to memorise my script now and yet i'm blogging now lolzz...oh yea the HSM soundtrack damn COOL damn NICE!!! who wants just ask me for it!!! it rawkzzzzz!!!

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Lolers...too bz to blog about the weekend that just past....Oh well it was kinda religious haha i went to church twice lol haha met a whole new group of friends...:D wootz lolers got to know them well in just one session...lol haha I crashed on Jerome's cell group and then they played two games...'murder' (forgot its real name) as well as 'sardines' lol...me n jerome went looking for them inside the building when they actually went outside and behind the building and then we were the last ones to find them...lolers...in the end they waited 20 minutes for us coz jerome left his handphone in the room and they were trying to contact him to come back lolers......Oh ya I almost forgot!!!

Congratulations to Faye and Kelvin in their holy matrimony!!! I attended their wedding that day lol and later went for cell group...quite a meaningful day...

On Sunday I went back there again umm this time its a whole gathering...then I went to NLB for PW meeting and had to kill 2 hours there looking through manga and quite sad that NLB didn't have Games for Windows!!! Oh man so sad....anyway later on I went to meet my PW grp members and we finally got together to rehearse our OP...lol which we have not rehearsed AT ALL lol and to think THURSDAY IS OUR DRY RUN!!!! lolers...anyway that place is quite nostalgic...spent my days mugging for promos there...lol and to think I actually was there long enough to recognize some regulars there...haha and that day I saw them again!! If they were J1's they must really have no life!! Oh well then again I saw the word Raffles on their jacket and it all comes into place lol....(no pun intended!!!) anyway then I tried buying a packet of potato chips from the machine. It got STUCK!!!! WTH....of all times my one must get stuck and I had to buy the same thing again to push it down and now the second one was stuck...oh man......then I banged the machine real hard and it came loose TAKE THAT U lame ass of a Machine...anyway my mum was like rushing me home for dinner but I couldn't leave until it was done right?? so in the end I went home so late that my mum threw a fit at me....lol...following which I was so tired that I couldn't even remember walking up to my room to sleep the next day lolers.....lolers nothing much for now tata...MUST PLAY BADMINTON WITH CLASS AGAIN SOON!!! and oh ya HAT Program is now open for application lolers...should I apply?? (They probably would throw my application out the moment they see it lolers...tata 10:11 PM

Lol today is many things...last PE session...SAJC getting back promo results day...Dad's birthday...(which I haven't got a present for lol) and as well as the first day playing badminton in the year lol hahaha so funny lorh today....at first we ended the day with many people bz and not able to come due to PW and WR lol Eugin called to ask and then I was hoping he was coming and in the end he chose to pang seh us....anyway...I arrived there the earliest expecting Jonathan to be already there since he PONNED school today....what a ponstar.....then in the end I waited like 20 minutes there at the sports hall doing nothing...lol...finally after 20 minutes...he called me and asked me to pick him up in the rain lols....I went out...carried my umbrella and then when he came to me, he ended up running past me and to the sports hall in the rain...lol make me wet for nothing....then we changed and started playing liaozz....It started with him thrashing me lol...I never play badminton for one whole year liaozzz...so rusty...of course damn off form la...then, after a while later, Si Lan came and then she teamed with me to play against Jon lol...she too pro liaozz.....end up is they solo each other and I no need play liao untilllllllll Fateha came lols...then Sandra and her friend (which I forgot her name again....) haha then we played doubles and were quite evenly matched...and with me loving the 'jian zhao' of a drop shot lol haha...man I like Fateha's style of playing sia...she plays with her hands akimbo and can still hit the shuttlecock past the net...lolers...neway during the game...Fateha couldn't stop laughing and as laughter goes...it is infectious lol...I ended up laughing all the way also....then after that we all went to Subway to eat dinner which I ate the best sandwich from Subway-the Meatball MArinra!!!! lol 5/5 lol haha then sandra and her friend to pei us...haha...neways then we went home la lol thats it.... 8:58 PM

Any of you have watch My Girl before?? its the Thai version and that show is seriously very touching lol...gave me inspiration haha neways blog another day lol and I'm going BADMINTON TMR!!! 11:17 PM


Oh man getting hooked on the song 'The Remedy' lately lol haha altho its like primary 5 old lol haha... dunno why today i'm in such a high mood..lol i was actually playing during PE actively today lolers...and the best part is that i actually agreed to go jogging!!!! LOL pigs have started flying all of ya!! mark this date!! oh yea and the next thing is that....my blog has hit 888 views!!!! LOL haha




very auspicious lol..can buy 4D already hahaha.. Oh yea today was damn funny lol bio ended so early and we ended up playing saboteur which was really addictive lol...i always play the saboteur lol haha then yanting say i play like very 'hen' lol (as in cruel) lol...last game that I played was damn funny sia...only time that the saboteurs won wOOt...me n Jermyn were the saboteurs..hahha it ended off with some weird pathways being created to nowhere lolers...Oh well thats it haha i think eugin prob like 1% sick or smth lorh then he pon sch today...lol...tata 11:14 PM


Feeling weird over the past few days...I think I finally got over much of it...and i finally did my reading log on time!!!! lolers nthn much to say other than i did pw yesterday and finally my brain could work during PW lol I'm always like super tired somehow and end up sleeping towards the end of each session...and yea I'm going DISNEYLAND!!! in Hong Kong, Mr Chiang my conductor unveiled what we would be doing during th Hong kong trip...poor Chong Boon Sec, they going there for lessons while we playing MUAHAHAHAHA and 'we' are supposed to coach them lol haha i think for my case they would be coaching me lols hahahaha. Oh yea we are playing 'Highlights from High School Musical', 'Highlights from High School Musical 2' as well as 'Disney at the Movies'. Lols neways the HSM 2 score can kill me lols...so gay and so fast... oh well thats it tata 6:29 PM

Life has really became a drag over the past few days...school just became from just boring to dreadful...apart from this loss of friends due to what i don't know?? starting to feel detached from everything and almost everyone...is this all due to something that I have done? or is this just a revelation? This is all just getting more and more confusing...making me miss the days where you could just identify your fault and feel bad about it...rather than now where I do not know what I have done wrong? This question has been bugging me for many days now and I do not know what is the answer to that, mayb someday I will find the answer but that day does not seem to be coming anytime soon... 10:24 PM

ARgh today I got the itinerary of the HK band trip...first day: half day culture sight seeing, second day : full day performance, third day: half day performance and sight seeing and last day going home lol and the nest day would be DISNEYLAND the highlight of the trip and going home on the last day...


I feel like just giving up, there is not much point chasing after what is not meant to be...It could be that I'm not ready or courageous enough to take the first step? If that is the case then it would have been better not to have began to start with if it even did begin? 10:58 PM

Sighzz no words can describe what I am feeling now, a mixture of loss and anguish...and also of hope...I'm starting to wonder if it was all for nothing or was it just an illusion?? This song comes to mind:
"Shape Of My Heart"

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart


When will it end?? or when will it begin?? I might never know but I hate this pining and not doing anything about it...this is cruel... 11:30 PM


LOLERS today was quite funny...last night i stayed up so late to help my best fren do his EoM then the whole day today was sooo tired!!! i slept in EVERY SINGLE LESSON/LECTURE lol!!! hahaha couldn't wait until the day was over and I have finally finshed my EoM!!! OH MAN AT LONG LAST....and then my teacher asks us to start on our I & R....lol...killjoy.. then after that we went to meet up with isabella together with weixing to have lunch lol...sighx i guess what i had earlier guessed was true...that 'someone' really is tauing me....i'm not that good with relationships i guess...


Oh yea and before pw class we had this really weird and random time when jon n weixing were singing 'stand by me' lolers hahaha i've been threatened not to put up the video on my blog lolers...if u want the video contact me lol :D or u can find my Youtube account...hahaha lolers

This is just the 'not so funny' version haha the funny one is on youtube lol...

Anyway Later on we went for band which we were almost late....lol but we were with WX lol the person taking attendance...means we can't be late lolers!! anyway we played macchu pichhu non stop n we gathered in a circle to play it lol...gotta admit...i played more than my previous 1% last time lol hahahahaha....i finally can play some of the difficult parts and can side read a bit... :D hahahaz and iffah ah...my section leader...come so late.......lol she went for the india trip briefing and speaking of which...i hope the japan trip comes to fruition!!! lolers...and at the end of it...michelle said the the funniest statement...'i going to pang seh you...my dad fetching me....' lolers...nicest way of phrasing lolers.....hahaha....newayzz thats it....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9xQ7oj5CusU

hahaha 8:52 PM


lolers what a long time since i last blogged...

Today the most funny thing happened during assembly...the student councilor who was supposed to lead us in the pledge...made so many mistakes that it was too obvious lol and this is what he said,' We the citizens of...students...pledge ourselves as one united studentsss...*mumble mumble* regardless of race or *mumble mumble* so as to protect the peace and prosperity of tpjc..*oh shit*'
LOL great pledge taking...then munirah the student councilor went 'There are no announcements *hic*' LOL hahaha assembly was so funny!!! lol basically that's it...and lately i'm feeling 'tau'ed by someone...not even saying hi to me when i walk past...sigh sighx

In chem lect today was so random!!! I went was making all sorts of funny noises and was counting down till chem lect ended!! and i caught Jonathan SLEEPING!! lol... and oh ya mr wong today in chem lect was saying for the iodone test 'who says yes, who says no who says yes, who says no, who says yes, who says no...' lol hahaha like broken tape recorder like that... neway thats it!! 6:31 PM