First week of work over
Saturday, March 31, 2012
well there goes the first week of work, spent whiling my time awy taking messages on the sp hotline....I really can't wait to undergo the training next week, altho havi.ng slack job is supposed to feel good, a job that is too slack could almost make you feel that your brain cells are literally rotting away...at least following the training...we would be engaged in some level of thinking and not to mention ot... ot seemed like a blase overused commodity as an nsf with little to no satisfaction for having .no remuneration and doing practically twice the working hours in a day as compared to everywhere else...well in here...I couldn't believe it, but its true...I actually want to do some ot just so that the pay would at least minimally be of satisfaction...considering that it is low enough as it is already...not to mention the deductions to cpf... making every hour spent working feel cheap..
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12:44 PM
TKD class
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Well it turns out I have just went for my supposed last taekwondo class on a wednesday...would really miss the pair of brothers there...though young, they are really an adorable duo...despite being a year apart, they can also be worlds apart in character...oh well...can really see the old me in the older brother....would wish them all the best and hope that they would succeed...
well anyway, my really good friend's birthday is coming up in about 2 weeks...still...i am pretty at a loss what to buy for a 21st birthday....something that could show sincerity and yet i don't wanna spend too little also, having been a good friend for such a long time now...sigh what to do what to do...?
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8:18 AM
self shame
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
llwell today the day started off really normal enough, until I got onto the bus, saw my first crush on the bus and it really bothered me that even until now, I have no courage at all to just walk up to her and just say hello...(not to mention that the bus was real crowded, making the walk up there that much tougher and easier at the same time...) Well I guess my hopes of anyone to walk up to me should be pretty negligible...
bleh end of rant..
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8:18 AM
first day at work
Monday, March 26, 2012
so...i've began my first day at work....seems pretty chill here as compared to what it was in s1 dept....at least minimally every1 here is really much nicer in comparison.... well...all that nonsense that twh spouted about preparation was all pretty much his excuse to make us slave for him....well..what to do...he pretty much lords over any1 his rank allows him to and tries to do it (but fails miserably) to those his rank doesnt permit him to...
glad that in workibg in a different environment...i do get to see a different side to life aside from that dark and gloomy prospects painted by twh..
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11:37 AM
day 1 of new exercise regime
Saturday, March 24, 2012
well this is kunda my first time blogging on my handphone so it'll be damn troublesome to get punctuation n spelling correct...oh well..shall try my best..
Well, my new exercise regime - speed training! back fo basics now....from bmt i felt this was the one most tiring programmes...but yet widely acclaimed most effective...so i shall try this out every weekend for a month and see the results...considering i almost had to drag myself out of bed early today...this would also be good to train for university? (the waking up i mean) i really wondered how they carried out this activity for 20 minutes in bmt man....u did it for like 3 minutes or so...n i'm already dead beat...must.....get.....fitter.....
oh well today looks set to be a boring day again...time to get some mid day shut eye..
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9:51 AM
Forever Alone
Friday, March 23, 2012
Rantings of a forever-alone guy...
Sometimes, when I look at the posts that friends make on facebook, when they go out with their bosom buddies, take photos overseas or even on a yacht, they really leave me with deep sense of emptiness that my life truly feels extremely empty... What did I do right or rather more wrong that would leave me living this boring and monotonous existence on this planet...probably I didn't feel it when I was serving NS as I was too busy and stressed out to worry about outings and just enjoy and relax during my weekends. However, now without the excessive stress from NS and the compulsory time devotion, I am now left with...nothing...
not that I would prefer to go back to NS, as that merely masked the true root behind this meaningless existence? I would have to take a good long look at myself and my life to examine what it truly means to be a friend.
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9:09 PM
Post ORD Life
Thursday, March 22, 2012
1. Well, time flies and I am almost one month from ORD already, truly this life felt almost out of reach when I was still in service and really was the object the envy to almost every servicemen still in service. Nonetheless, the day must come and we will have eventually received the COS and that red envelope and able to tell our commanders (in my case that particular twh) to kiss my ass.
2. Prior to ORD, I did come up with a list of things to do post ORD...now that 3 weeks + has passed since ORD, I'm proud to say that I've completed around 80% of whats on my list. However, sad to say one of them which was supposed to be at the top of the list - lose weight, has fallen on my dismal will to exercise more, sadly to say, not much has been done. Well, I did start off with a little bit of exuberance with my going to Hougang Stadium to run 4 km every day, which I have neglected so badly these past 2 weeks. Argh! How I wish losing weight just involved pressing a button and all the fat would go away... I would like to think that I'm not exceedingly obese, but eating just happens to be almost at the top of my 'favourite things to do' list, from sampling good food here and there, I would hence find it more difficult to lose weight...Especially the weather and my lifestyle...It truly is Murphy's Law....When I do set my alarm in the morning to wake up early to go do my morning exercise, somehow my body would just refuse to get out of bed and I would lie there suffused with lethargy and a sudden lack of energy, if it wasn't that, it would have been a bad weather indicator...How I wish I would have my own treadmill...then again my dismal willpower will find other excuses...
3. Another matter which has bugged me, has been the non completion of my TKD learning and stopping and 1st Poom seemed too much of a waste, so recently, I dug out my uniform and went for my 1st Dan and now going onto 2nd Dan. Having been out of practice for the past 6 years, I have been pretty slow in catching on the movements required of me...nonetheless, at least in this aspect I only have to force myself to come and my TKD instructor will do the rest of the disciplining. Bah, still aches like hell after every session though, but that ache throbs with a sweetness that I can say that my body has at least temporarily stopped gaining fat... Sometimes, I look at 9gag and I wonder, I see those universally understood statements like 'That moment when you see a skinny person gorging himself and doesn't get fat' this triggers a deep common understanding among others like me who have no trouble in gaining weight but extreme and nigh impossible to lose it...
4. Onto the least interesting part of my life...I have been desperately trying to find a job for the past 2 months....submitting a countless slew of E-mails in job applications to a multitude of job agencies who have in their part submitted my resume countless times (practically empty resume...filled with smoke) to the many companies whom have thus far also seen and threw my resume with almost no regard (considering initially I requested for 9 per hour) well, considering my worth to the job scene in Singapore, there is practically almost no chance at all if I had continued on this pointless crusade of an hourly rating of 9 SGD...hence, with a pint of salt and disappointment, I gradually lowered it from 8 and then 7...Well, to think that my dad wanted me to just grab any job even as low as 5 per hour which I almost practically spat in his face. Well, I was inclined to, considering I wasn't THAT desperate to get a job but just wanted to, to not be around for his incessant nagging and complaints of life. With a job, now I do have an excuse not to be around...(muahahahhaha) Some people say that the older you get, the greater the propensity to complain and nag to other people (especially people younger than you) I, having seen that first hand, am determined to prove otherwise this time and tested old adage.
5. Well, what more could be a summary to this exceedingly long rant, with my determination to exclaim to myself that I am not addicted to computer gaming, I have pursued other ways to spend my time: The first of which, I feel inclined to want to go out with friends, only to find a great lacking in the number of willing parties...this leaves me wondering and pondering on myself. I have reflected and at least through NS, I have gained a generous portion of 'people knowledge' in dealing with people (no negative connotations intended) yet now I am lacking in a pool of people to mingle with...(joining clubs seem a little bit excessive and desperate...)yet with my current group of people, I do not know whether it is something about me that people just feel tiresome to reply the SMS that I send out. It is truly, torturous sending out an SMS and never receiving a reply. Well, I am optimistic about my entry into the University this coming August, with being able to meet a whole new group of people to know and know me.
tata~
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7:15 PM
