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Woooootz!! the road run is finally over!! Not only have I finished last (yes LAST!!) I have also seen the changes in our class since the road run last year...it is almost evident that we have drawn closer (even if only by a bit) but some people have also gotten worse, in the sense that they have gotten more centred towards themselves, don't really like this change though, If it has to be then so be it...nothing I could do about it anyway...only that my JC 2 life won't be as happy as JC1 life, however on the whole the class has gotten more bonded...lol I might consider getting a bitching blog purely for bitching lolz considering the immense amount of bitching I got to let out lolz...so far its been repressed...with taking heed of my words and all...not mentioning names...lolzzz....would make this my 'happy' blog in the sense that it consists of the happy events lol....

Anyway today was pretty eventful and uneventful in many ways...
We gathered almost the whole 08S02!!! with ms young and all and the

Narcissistic crave just overtook us!!! We took lots and lot and lots of pictures....PW groups, Pre U Sem...Guys...Girls...and cliques lolz...anyway later on...jon was the first to pang seh (as always) and eugin had to go back to school and I played a DDP with weixing n his 'ella' and then had to tolerate 'mou mou' ren for the next 2 hours...saddeningly...pretty obvious who he is already...anyway...then we walked around parkway parade for a while...until 3 pm when I met my friend rahman...we each poured our emo-ness to each other lolzz...hahaha...one of the people I can really confide in....(far and few....) not saying the ppl in tpjc are not good...just mostly not my type of people...can't find a connection...anyway...saw joshua loi with his classmates today...lol...showing improvement or has his classmates just not realised who he really is lol...'1, 3, 5...shoooot!!' lol!! a tpjc joke hahahazzz....

On the side note...I really dunno what is going on with me...the emotional roller coaster ride...but right now its like in limbo in the sense that I really dunno where its going so, I'm just going to sideline it for the time being...

Band camp this friday...looking forward to it!!!

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Sighzz...It has been a long time since I last felt myself and I still don't...ahahahaha...but i've been feeling good and bad recently...
good because someone got something he deserved
bad because I didn't do everything in my power at that point of time when it happened..and now its already too late...

So, now I'm just trying to move on and minimize the damaged caused by my previous actions...This morning, the band had this video which had pictures of the Hk trip lol...and whenever pictures of me came up, I had this heartstopping feeling, I dunno why I felt it though...Last Sunday, was quite eventlyful, I managed to cover my J1 topics or at least the ones that matter anyway...



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Hey hey zzzzz...got a mountain of homework to do...sianzzz...meantime...got this song!!




Star Wars - Donald Hunsberger

yepz and been listening to noah's ark lately...its such a great song!!!

and I'm kinda sad my web counter went out of business and is no longer functioning...dotz... 2:12 PM

argh....can't believe this is almost the end of the week already and its 4 weeks to the exam ARGH!!!! I'm gonna start panicking soon...man tmr confirm got bio test....and whenever i take out my notes to study i start going ZZZzzzz...gotta fight the sleeping bug!!! and saddening but true, to discover the startling true nature of peoplez...might not seem so but it was there to see....I hope that I'm wrong.... anyway I have practised marriage d' amor and now it is polished woot...(i hope) 10:53 PM





Here are a few random thoughts I've been having these few days...

1. What is with the need to be different from other JC's lol that we hae to have 2 oriuentations planned for the J1's?? lol sure enough the 'Dare to be different'thing comes to mind but this is a little weird, if I were J1, I'll just feel sian...
2. What is with the ousting of our council president?? He wasn't retained, he wasn't kicked out of council, but he was just given a vote of no confidence to remove him halfway in his presidency....Probably never in history has a student council ousted their president before lolers...
3. Thirdly, I think I'm way too slack for an exam preperation!! I don't know like 3/4 of my work and I wonder how am I supposed to be a peer tutor when I dun know my own work lol....
4. Band has been most tiring, even though I do not detest it or anything, I admit that despite my passion for it and all, it has to go if I want to do well at all for Á's...probably after SYF but I wonder if it would be too late...as I then would then have to recap not only the J2 topics which I have missed in the SYF period and I would also have to cover the J1 topics as well...
5. Sigh I wonder if I've got over it at all, from time to time I still think about it, the matter and its complications....and sometimes I wonder if I think too much, I hope the matter will absolve itself...I hope..

lol past few days its been a rollercoaster ride...at night I can't sleep well...in the day I sleep during lesson, what more can I say...this routine has started taking its toll on me...2.4 km runs on mon tues n thurs and sometimes twice on thursdays...on top of that, band on monday, wednesday and friday, saturday n sunday which I deem 'free' I have been banished to muggerland...on top of that I gotta train my pullups by doing 20 diamond pushups at least once or twice a day....(which I so often neglect...) sigh....many things looming ahead in this dark dark year that is my 18th year walking this earth...'from the 'A' Levels to the enlistment to the passing of NAPFA...as well as the training for SYF...as well as the sstruggle to keep in the HATS program should I not do well in any exam henceforth...every week has been a struggle just to reach the end but yet at the end of each week I ponder on whether I've wasted it and it is also 1 week closer to the 'A' Levels that is the beginning of life so to say...(or the end of it...) Sighzzz...this is the sad sad life of a JC2 student...Cheers~ 11:23 PM



Lolers ok this is me the no lifer....spending V-day at home....doing whad...??watching prison break...dotz.....friendship week was pretty dead for me...sighzz...and i dunno why this week I so unlucky keep bumping into some ******* anyway here are some pics from friendship week :P 11:53 PM



Yo haha I found this video on youtube and it has me obsessed trying to play this song unfortunately its wayyyy tooo hard for me.....here you go 'kiss the rain' by the OnE AnD OnLY YiRuMa!!!

anyway today was like a crazy crazy day but its OVER!!! there was bio spa trial, summary mini test and bla bla bla and day ended at 3.10 pm hahahaz.....summore for PE we had 2.4 km run and I realised how much weight I've gained....and how unfit I have become...letting my physical condition sink into decadence...and I finally got reaquianted with my piano today!! too bad its really out of tune at the moment....gotta play in school for a 'ín-tune' piano...I'm having band tomorrow!! lol dunno why but I'm kinda looking forward to it...I've managed to so called master 3/4 of overture no 2 for wind band...which is like a super improvement for me coz I'm a newbie!! lolers...and self annointed 'One year old euphonist'!!!! lols althought technically not really one year yet.. 8:32 PM




Ahh I've finally got the SL project done, got the stamp and the signatories...all we need to do now is the group reflection...argh.....makes me feel that its soooo hard to work with my classmates...it was so difficult just to get something done....
seriously.....can't wait for graduation... 11:26 PM

GNgNGNGnnGNGNGNNGRRRRRRRR STReSSeD!!!!!!! What is wrong with the world....I just realised that the SL project which we were put ourselves through torture for one day was not approved...and I gotta race against time to get the time log signed so that they would not be able to únapprove' it...if I'm lucky, it'll probably take me 3 hrs there and back to home....but as from experience...I know I'm normally not so lucky so yep...it'll take me a whole afternoon.........ARGHGHGHGHGH

Ok anyway enough of ranting...yesterday, I went to Symphonium's (SMU' Concert band's) concert at victoria concert hall...they played a huge repertoire...
1) Crown Imperial by dunno dunno who
2) Ein Morgen, ein mittag ein Abend in Wien by Franz von suppe
3) Beim Färberwirt-Polka-polka by Rudolf Bodinbauer
4) O MAgnum Mysterium by M. Laridson arr. H.r. Reynolds

Followed by a interval where i met two guys from marist band who played in tpjc band fest, one flotist and one clarinetist?? i rmb he flotist's name but i forgot the clarinetist's name lolers...
In the Second half they had
5) Fly me to the Moon (performed by the SMU saxuphone ensemble)
6) Highlights from Chess
7) Die Zuberflote by W.A. Mozart arr. Gerard Posch
8) The Merry Widow by F. Lehar arr. E. Suzuki
9) ABBA Gold arranged by Ron Sebregta

and lastly for the encore performance they had some kaimen march or smth i cant rmb the name...

Overall, I give the concert around 9/10 for having a boring first half lol...but the second half made up for it :)

The view of clarke quay at night!!

Raspberry Sparkling!! lolers!!
Later on, we went out me, tim, chen, 2 other ppl from sas band, He Ling ( chen's ex scandal), and one more girl which i still dunno the name of lol....Feeling oh so broke now.....Oh wells....tata~~

Got tests coming which i dunno the dates of... 11:39 PM

Emoing away again...school was kinda sad today..so I shall not really talk about it, though at chem lect I suddenly broke down into laughter lol...from thinking of the 'auspicious sayings' i said during chinese new year lol...bet Mr Wong must have noticed me for sure lols...on top of that, Jon received a cuddly cute little bear from 'someone' lol...which he was blushing in full red in econs class lol....

Anyway, today is the last day in a long time that I can see my sister...she's heading off to australia to finish off her masters before staying there for the rest of her life lol...so technically this'll be one of the last times I'm seeing her...thats really sad man....sighzz...

Okayy...now that I've learnt the true story behind the ogl selection, I'm not so pissed off and I take back my words...I dun wanna say who wasn't supposed to be in but i'll leave it at that...life goes on, ogl or no ogl...oh well gotta concentrate on studies...!! watch out ogls...!!! 11:03 PM




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