sad sad didn't get into ogls...making me feel bitter about everything especially with so much stress on my shoulders currently...I'm even facing the fact that I might be kicked out of the HAT's Program due to not doing well in my topical test, so i gotta do well for my mid years....sigh...they put it in such a 'nice' way-reserve...wow I'm so flattered...right now I feeling like '....' I can't think of something to describe what I feel now, just that take pissed off/disappointed/angry/envious x10^100000000 ....makes me feel like I shouldn't have signed up to start with mayb I wouldn't have to face such disappointment then? It is kind of unfair though...I was the only one from my class there...while the others were from the same class...can't help it if they knew each other more...they were after all classmates for a year already...sighzzz ';.;' describes my mood now... 11:09 PM