Here are a few random thoughts I've been having these few days...

1. What is with the need to be different from other JC's lol that we hae to have 2 oriuentations planned for the J1's?? lol sure enough the 'Dare to be different'thing comes to mind but this is a little weird, if I were J1, I'll just feel sian...
2. What is with the ousting of our council president?? He wasn't retained, he wasn't kicked out of council, but he was just given a vote of no confidence to remove him halfway in his presidency....Probably never in history has a student council ousted their president before lolers...
3. Thirdly, I think I'm way too slack for an exam preperation!! I don't know like 3/4 of my work and I wonder how am I supposed to be a peer tutor when I dun know my own work lol....
4. Band has been most tiring, even though I do not detest it or anything, I admit that despite my passion for it and all, it has to go if I want to do well at all for Á's...probably after SYF but I wonder if it would be too late...as I then would then have to recap not only the J2 topics which I have missed in the SYF period and I would also have to cover the J1 topics as well...
5. Sigh I wonder if I've got over it at all, from time to time I still think about it, the matter and its complications....and sometimes I wonder if I think too much, I hope the matter will absolve itself...I hope..

lol past few days its been a rollercoaster ride...at night I can't sleep well...in the day I sleep during lesson, what more can I say...this routine has started taking its toll on me...2.4 km runs on mon tues n thurs and sometimes twice on thursdays...on top of that, band on monday, wednesday and friday, saturday n sunday which I deem 'free' I have been banished to muggerland...on top of that I gotta train my pullups by doing 20 diamond pushups at least once or twice a day....(which I so often neglect...) sigh....many things looming ahead in this dark dark year that is my 18th year walking this earth...'from the 'A' Levels to the enlistment to the passing of NAPFA...as well as the training for SYF...as well as the sstruggle to keep in the HATS program should I not do well in any exam henceforth...every week has been a struggle just to reach the end but yet at the end of each week I ponder on whether I've wasted it and it is also 1 week closer to the 'A' Levels that is the beginning of life so to say...(or the end of it...) Sighzzz...this is the sad sad life of a JC2 student...Cheers~ 11:23 PM