this has been a really stressfu; week...this was not how I envisioned JC2 would be like!!! holidays would be spent studying...sacrificing everything else for the academics!!! argh!!! Much as I would like to slack I know I can't because I know that I have not done enough for this exam so far and I know that I have not done myself justice by not studying....and much as I would love the stamina to study till 2 am in the morning...I can't for the very fact that I'm still human....is that a good thing or not...I noticed many new white hairs sprouting from my head already...from not finishing my syllabus...just for biology alone I fear that I have barely scratched the surface...argh!!!! I think I'm going crazy already...with number of things that I think nowadays....such that I actually think that the song 'regret' from D gray man is something that suits my mood seems pretty sad...Even my tastes in music is changing from something to nothing...I just find everything irritable nowadays...Times like these that we hope for some salvation of some sort which might come to take away all these troubles...ok...! enough about emoing...

on thursday, I met timo at the library studying with his friend Tammy..(did I spell it correctly...?) lol I didn't expect to meet him there...lol apparently he only got biology paper left...lolers...and once again lazy to upload pics (not that I have many anyway) ahhh!! Hope for some fun escapede soon from this horrible reality that is this world... 11:02 PM