Forever Alone
Friday, March 23, 2012
Rantings of a forever-alone guy...
Sometimes, when I look at the posts that friends make on facebook, when they go out with their bosom buddies, take photos overseas or even on a yacht, they really leave me with deep sense of emptiness that my life truly feels extremely empty... What did I do right or rather more wrong that would leave me living this boring and monotonous existence on this planet...probably I didn't feel it when I was serving NS as I was too busy and stressed out to worry about outings and just enjoy and relax during my weekends. However, now without the excessive stress from NS and the compulsory time devotion, I am now left with...nothing...
not that I would prefer to go back to NS, as that merely masked the true root behind this meaningless existence? I would have to take a good long look at myself and my life to examine what it truly means to be a friend.
--Merci tout le monde--
9:09 PM