Fast forward a year, and here I am, still in this never ending trap of social irrelevance in the lives of others. Believe me, I've tried. Within the holiday alone, I've participated and organized for so many activities that I myself have trouble keeping track of each myself.

Yet, the biggest disappointment I have, would still ultimately be the devotion of so much time and effort into a pet project which is the finale night I have so dreamed of. Yet, at times, the immaturity of conversation between a few individuals in the committee and their utter disregard for the opinions AND presence of their fellow committee member(s) that it almost makes me regret joining the committee. Yet, as I look back, I think back on the first day we sat at the meeting room discussing the storyline and potential activities of the camp with such promise of the event, that I almost forget that there exists the more mature crowd whom probably do not see themselves as a part of this childish banter. Sure enough that without childish banter, there probably would be utter boredom in silence, but surely there exists a possibility of entertaining mature conversation without breaking down into brainless banter?

I do agree that it is only the select minority whom are the noisy ones, but fortunately, I place my faith in the majority whom similarly do not believe would have similar levels of maturity minimally, more befitting a student in university.

The saying that 'still waters run deep but empty pipes make the most noise' truly resonates strongly within myself as I reflect on this. 11:38 PM